~JieFo~

recently....randomly...copyright...dun simply copy!

2011-03-08T10:39:00.003+08:00

recently making design for the music band - HOPEZ.....

but this two pic arent for tshirt design or wad...just me wanna edit for fun....

well...there's one pic in here...the raining one....i borrowed "one guy" from someone's pic....so sorry!!!! i borrowed without telling...hehe....sorry ya...if u found out this (err...i dunno who u are...cuz i take this pic from other ppl) ...and u dun like me using ur pic....then pls do inform me...i'll remove it. =)

the copyright means the design ....i created by me and can be used by hopez.....cuz that earphone i draw it myself....and that's one of the design for hopez.... ^^ so do understand~~~~~ thank you~~~~

and me posting this...just wanna share some design of mine and....

wanna update my blog....

cuz .... it's boring..... =)

I AM SO HAPPY

2011-02-21T16:00:00.002+08:00

thank you everyone who wish us good luck in our STPM.....

and SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELP US IN OUR EXAM!

esp teachers~

well....though in our school, number of students getting 4 As (including minus) becomes less....

but number of students getting 3As INCREASES!!!!!!!!!!!!! congratulation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!! *claps claps claps claps*

yes!

OUR CHAMPION!

THE TOP OF THE TOP!

GETS A FOR EVERY PAPERS! except one A- for biology paper 2

SHE IS --------------------------------------

CHAI SWEE FEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes yes yes yes !!!! oh yeah!!!!!

me 1 A , 3 A-....

well.....

at first i REALLY THOUGHT I WILL GET B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for us.....esp my class.....if we see B we'll get disappointed.....

this makes me kinteo for the whole morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i was driving to school i was.......hardly can breath normally.....

oh man oh man oh man oh man

when i saw my form teacher....my heartbeat stopped a while......

when my teacher said : "this one also did well"

i was like how....how....how....how?!!?!?!?!?!

when i saw MY SLIP there's A A A and A!!!!!!(well, i ignore those minus) i cried immediately.....

I JUST LOST CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then suddenly

chick chiak chick chiak chick chiak chick chiak

all the cameras are aiming on me......

= =.........................HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and they interview me nonstop.....= =......my tears havent dry out ar!!!!!!!!

they just wont let me escape......

still got reporter ask me "u cry is because u're disappointed?"

THE RESULT IS UNEXPECTED LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T.....terharu.........i dun mind the minus....

just like what i said in my status in MSN.

YES YES YES YES!!!!

so praying really works!

yeah yeah yeah yeah

so don't laugh at those people who're praying for good results.....

but you can laugh at them if they only pray and aren't studying well....

give urself confident! this is the most important!

confident is different from hao lian.......

SO YEAH!

let me show u how it works

last time during my midyear MUET test, i put this as my status:

"Band 5 is mine!"

and i keep praying let me cun cun get band 5.....

and my result comes out really get band 5.....cun cun band 5.....

then now my STPM exam...i put it like this as my status in my MSN:

"4As are mine!"

"I don't care if there's minus or not as long as there's 4As. I love u,Mr.STPM~"

and the same thing....i keep praying....before my real exam....and during my exam and after my exam.

before : i pray for i can study hard and can concentrate very well in my studies and i can do well during my exam

during : i pray for i can do well and answer well plus i can know what the questions want.i wish i can think well and not blur.....

after : i pray for the examiners not that extremely strict and not kiamsiap in giving me marks.i pray for the examiners to have good mood when marking those papers....

well.....laziness kills marks....

that is the only thing i hardly can totally get rid of.....

WELL.....CONGRATS TO ALL OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and.....cheer up for those who're not satisfied.have ur best in UNI!

EVERYTHING WILL GONE WELL if u BELIEVE!

this is really important. and it works!

i'd proved to u already.

just do it babe.

"YES WE CAN!"

the quote i love the most. =)

I'm back!!!!! and i think i'm gonna leave soon

2011-02-19T08:21:00.005+08:00

OH SO SAD for my little bloggy cuz.....

i owes throw him here for a long time....alone.....

i'd finished my STPM exam for quite a long time already.

well....i'm not dead. OF COURSE!!!!!

ok...

now waiting for the result...

you know...just like DOTA.

after you finish a war.....u'll have your result....

see who got the most points for everything...

well....i never get to be the first when i was playing with other ppl....

but i always GET CHAMPION!!!! when i was playing alone~~~~~~

hehehehe.....i play cheat ma~~~~~~ ahahahaha~~~~~

but not always lah~~~~ ahahaha....... i love bloodseeker~~~~

well

after the exam

i never think of i'll get so stress.....

because................

straight after the exam, my class ourselves got a very little party at the school canteen...with some snacks from our BELOVED Pn. YEOH~ actually the present we received quite a long time b4 STPM Exam...just that we weren't be able to finish them so we keep it for the party after exam.

THEN!

we rush to our CHOIR practice straight after the party.

erm......i think because it's straight after the exam, so i can't really concentrate on my practice and i learn nothing during that time. that is why i'm still not familiar with some songs............

luckily it's just a concert....not competition...phew...sorry ya~ but at least our concert didn't disappoint 100%-ly the audience right????? hehe....

then my life after that is so rushy and busy..........................................

that time i was seeking for freedom and relax.....

that is - sitting lazily in front of my laptop...staring it and thinking bout other things...and drinking my favourite >>>> COFFEE!!!!

well....i cant have that....

cuz....

thanks to my BIG SISTER's arrangement and my MUM's arrangement they two always discuss without letting me know anything = =zzz and just let me know the conclusion. and i cant do anything. can't say NO.

I remembered after that day practice i still go for another day practice (choir practice of course)

and then.......i have to pack my luggage...

still got gathering with my friends i think....can't really remember.

then...the next day if i'm not mistaken, i fly to Singapore with my family except my BIG SISTER gotta take care the house

then we have some rushy fun there erm....you'll know why when you go for holiday trip with my mum...= =" esp the window shopping...it's very fast like scanning clothes instead of looking at them slowly in details....

so i just let my mum shop and me stand there waiting....macam bf waiting gf finish shopping my dad also beh tahan

but i was so crazy at one time i bought one hat kinda like winter hat like that and when i come back to kch....i found out it smells like dead body....i'm still now washing it...dunno how many times already

of course, i regret

but there's one thing i'm so proud of that makes me come back kch here keep on showing off to my friends.but somehow my BL's friends feel nth...- -zzz wad...ppl rich ma....tried many fun things than me XD

that is....

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!!! cheh.....

wad...i never think that i'll sit on that risky small train and "drive" with so fast speed....

man....luckily my head and neck still here....

and saw three handsome man with abs showing here and there....with juicy lips lagi...AHAHAHA!

pervert....=p

and i NEVER THOUGHT i'll get a chance to watch 4D SHOW!!!!!!

though i get disgusted when watching Shrek and his wife kissing so near me.

and because that place will cun cun close at 7pm Singaporean really very geng lo! if Malaysian sure till 8 pm still there closing one door....slow ma...haha XD

so we rush like a crazy buying some stuff for friends....it's expensive so me having hard time there choosing gifts....T_T $$$$ flying away....

so u can see my friends receiving weird things from me...really weird.

anyway...i love the street design they have in universal studio which i wish i can have it in my "ARTISTIC STREET" plan...T_T

yup....we stay in the hotel forgot wad name already very expensive of course very near to universal studio.

well u'll scold me stupid cuz i'm not playing in the pool

my sisters saying the pool is good and not much chlorine like in kch....here u can smell chlorine but there....no.

and i think i'm so noisy over there....cuz keep laughing loud at my sis they wanna try ballet in the pool...but instead macam hippo....hopefully those Singaporean wont mind me....

then....me and my dad and one of my sis come back lo. we just spend 2- 3 days in S'pore

my BIG SISTER rush back from fotang having activity there

to pick us from Airport

then bring us back to house....and me and my sis gotta fast fast pack our bag with some clothes inside and rush to fo tang for that activity organised by my BIG sister = =zzz

well....that activity is kinda ruined by me and my sister and Chunhan tan.

cuz we hate the crying session.....and we keep chatting....

macam bad students dun wan pay attention during the class.

this made my BIG sister mad.........................................

heh~~~~wadever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

then back from that activity i got one day free....actually not free...i gotta pack my luggage

then i had to enter my camp for one week. and i was having personal practice together with Bibiana at Jeremy's house.

hmmm.....

the truth is....

i dun have much feeling for this camp like i used to be

i think is because those "TOP" guys wanna us to train new ppl and let them take care of the group instead of we do it ourselves.

so we're kinda fade out......tired......boring.

and i heard that there's someone from the "TOP" complaining us not doing well....bo sim...

hey....what the fuck...we're doing according to what you guys want and now you shoot us?

tsk tsk tsk tsk u guys never learn to appreciate never learn from mistake.i've been watching u guys for 6 years....not u watching me...man.....be clear and clever.

prepare for a BIG DOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hiak hiak hiak hiak

straight after the camp....i had my choir practices.....actually i missed some of the practice already which made me half dead learning so many songs.....

then......the new day of new year.....1/1/2011

i suddenly become so eng....

my friends got their jobs....

HUMAN like JEREMY so lucky lo!!!!!! ppl find him themselves as private tutor!!!!! PRIVATE TUTOR!!!!! a tutor that always need to ask ppl to help to solve questions....hahahaha.....=p

he dun need to pay for transport fee and even books get printed from his students without paying...and he scribbles in the book till so messy and ugly....hmph......

Bibiana so kolian lo...but what to do. at least she can learn TONS OF things and experiences!!!!!

not like me.......staying at home doing nth but fb.........

lazy to do housework too.

trying to apply this and that.....but i think fail lah....

= =zzz.......the Tuhan wanna me stay at home help my mum and learn how to become a talented wife....= =zzzzzzzz i dun wan.

then Pn. Luk got me this free-person to help choir fund raising lo.

T_T so sakit hati when teacher said "our RM1000 change into US dollar is only 30".....

WAWAWA......me sell food till half dead for about two weeks u only let me get 30 bucks......T_T

and gotta have injection for A and B.....amitabha....hopefully i wont get sick and ruin everything.

i work so hard i earn so hard....dun let me fail~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~amitabha.........

i still cant find anytime for the injection.

A is important cuz the food over there. we dun have that kind of antibody for some virus/bacteria over there. hopefully everything is safe.

but now....

the thing i have to worry first

is my RESULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk so long bout my trip and activities now baru back to topic.

next monday 21/2/2011 12.00pm

get my result!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

before today i'm still relax without any worries........my friends got dream bout their result i only get ghost dream = =zzz

but now.......quite kinteo liao......

and ppl always asking me bout where to study...what to study....

i tell you people...

I got no idea.....and i'm stupid in checking those things.

don't ask me to go check...but teach me how instead. steps by steps.

i don't even know we can straight get double degree till my fren Jodi is going back to KL i baru know.....= =zzzz

i'm katak bawah tempurung....of course.....

my parents never teach me bout those things. we learn by ourselves.

just like a baby learn to talk di bawah the tempurung without anybody accompany him....

i just try to learn as much as possible from my friends....esp Jeremy but he's so lazy ask me go check myself....so CRUEL!

so now i'm just aiming Singapore lo...NUS nia....

then a lot of them asking me to apply as many as possible.

ok....how????

recently i try to learn to study NTU.....but still cant really get any clue....= =zzz....

i've been studying bout NUS for weeks till now still not really sure bout it.

and i baru know need to pay!!!!!!! even if u only wanna apply.....

= =zzz

me very rich kah????? ask me apply so much.

nvm lah~~~~~~~

let the "sky" takdir where i'm going....i used to think like this...that's why i never bother till everyone keep fan me to do research.MAlaysia U website very messy lagi me very hard wanna do research.

haiz....

i think i'm the only person who's so happy when knowing the announcement date for our STPM result.

cuz....Singapore uni application date for NUS lah.... will close on 31 MArch.

i wanna rush before it close.that's why i'm happy....

and we're going to Vietnam soon....during 15 March.

so i have to apply for it before that. T_T

if someone can teach me how to do research of those U....and how to apply...what to prepare...what to ask....what to check.....i do APPRECIATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!! KAMSAHAMIDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARIGATO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XIE XIE!!!!!! TERIMA KASIH!!!!!!

and if i really go to Singapore....that's what i mean i'm gonna leave soon....sooner that those who're going for local U....unless i also go for local U.

see my dear blog before i enter the war...

2010-11-14T08:13:00.003+08:00

long time din take care of my blog...it's becoming a rubbish and full of comments from dunno-where...and they actually are links to porn website...

= ="

stop that...

i don't need that...

shut up you guys.

even if i want, i'll find it myself............................................= =....

well...i'd deleted all those comments....

hmmm...not really know what to write...

just wanna post something before my real exam...

it's like the knight...

wanna see his ...err...his.....his.......pal...

before he leave to fight...

because...there's posibility that he'll die.....

or he might survive with victory~!

everyone hopes for the later one...

of course! who doesn't?

but who knows?

there'll be Happy and disappointment....

and we cannot control...

what i can do from now on....

is to study hard...

and pray hard.

i dunno u guys believe or not....

but my class (majority) believes that...

pray is one of the method to proceed to success....

i pray almost everyday...

for myself...and also everyone...

yesterday during MUET test...i prayed for them...

then when they're having listening paper...

a lot of disturbance...

and the worst when someone is singing so loud using microphone...

i prayed...

i dunno i'll get the reply or not. i just pray...

pray that the sound wont disturb those candidates...

cuz u know...when u wanna listen to sth but there's someone singing so loud...

u definitely cant hear well rite?

then...finally the test ended...and i asked

"did u guys hear someone singing just now??"

"huh?? got meh??"

oh thanks...

i cant confirm it's reply from the Lord...but for me, it's a reply from him.

but unfortunately...they said there's a cat meowing all the time there disturbing them...

oh...i din hear that...sorry...

hmmm....do u know how i pray??

cuz i'm a buddhist.....of course i'd prayed following buddhist way...but then...

i think myself have been so disturbing cuz every little things i'll pray...

so annoying...so i tried to pray like this (sounds ridiculous...but i think they wont mind)

"Any Lord that can reply me...i wish all the candidates who're sitting for the MUET test now won't be disturbed by the sound (singing)...i hope they can listen very well to the speaker and do well in their paper..."

i sound greedy...

ya...i'm greedy...

but then i tell myself...

it's for everybody...

there's also Christians and org beragama Islam inside there....

and there's no rules like "a Buddhist cannot pray to any other Lords..."

so i tell myself it's not wrong to do that....

or...if it's wrong....

the Lord will not reply....

so wadever....

and...they're Good Lords rite???

so they wont mind me doing this....

if i'm wrong...they can just forgive me and ignore me...

hahaha... hey...dun scold me or wad...

i just hope all the candidates can score beautiful results...

and dun u think it's so kind of me to pray for other ppl who're non-buddhist??

i'm not a fisherman (selfish)...

haha...k k...wadever u think...if u dun agree what i done...

dun read this post anymore and forget bout it....

i'd done it...nothing can be changed... =D

ALL THE BEST. STPM candidates....and anybody who're sitting for any exam~~~~!!!!

*uhh....a lot of grammatical mistakes...dun mind pls... i have to be fast...haha...*

ticket designs

2010-06-24T18:20:00.009+08:00

ok...here are my designs for the form 6 dinner on 23 July 2010,Friday at Sarawak Club.

pls comments....if u know bout the price...pls tell here...or u can agak agak tell which one is more expensive which one is cheaper....personally i like (6) but i think it's extremely expensive coz lots of colours in there....(3) is quite good too but the mask there doesnt suit the theme "OSCAR NIGHT"....by considering the price...i'll choose (4)....how do u guys think???pls comment pls~~

article i'd read from Online Newspaper

2010-04-11T09:21:00.003+08:00

copied and paste from news i've read today.(online)i feel she's true and everyone shud read it esp students,teachers and Education minister?haha...wadever...just to share.

Actually i've feel that nowadays the relationship in between humans is no longer that good.
I watched some animes and movies and realised that, ppl used to be very good in everywhere. For example, in the "saloon", the hair cutter will chat and massage and even clean the customers' ears...they were very close to each other. and also u can see close relationship in Kopitiam. Ppl gathered there just to chat ...the most important is not the food. but now ppl concerns more on the quality and cleaniness.... and even the design. and never care if the waiter's face is just like a shit when waiting u to order food.

From this article, i learnt that it's really hard to become a teacher. Hard in a way that tons of works which is non-related to teaching needed to be done in a short period. and i start wondering....is this the reason that some teachers not really teaching us...making us half dead? and making all the teachers just focusing on topics that is possibly will appear in the exam papers,instead of really teach us what we shud learn? and Students nowadays really lack of REAL SKILLS. practicals in schools, labs are not really training us. when we're graduated, we're still stupid with the head stuffed with THEORIES. even an apek riding a bicycle selling his vege is more skillful then us.
erm...ok...i think i'll stop here. just read the article.if u find it's boring...well sorry. i know the words are too many.but pls read if u can, coz it's very real and.....think urself after u read it.

Sunday April 11, 2010

Confessions of a Cikgu

Teacher Talk by NITHYA SIDHHU

A senior teacher talks about how she is fast losing her enthusiasm for the job because of the ever-increasing non-teaching chores she has to take on.

IT was recently announced that a committee, headed by Education Director-General Tan Sri Alimuddin Mohd Dom, and comprising representatives from various teachers’ unions, has been directed to look into complaints by teachers on how they have been burdened with other chores instead of focusing on their primary duty — teaching.

However, it is comforting to know that the Deputy Prime Minister, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, has himself said that he feels that there is a basis to teachers’ concerns. He wants the committee to thrash out problems and get back to him with sound recommendations to improve the lot of teachers in the country. The deadline? Two months.

Let’s keep our fingers crossed. Teachers are looking forward to some positive and workable recommendations from the committee.

The story below is of a teacher with 27 years of experience whom I shall refer to as Tee. Tee loves sharing her knowledge with students. She even takes pride in class projects and thoroughly enjoys the interaction with her charges.

However, over the years, she has been burdened with paper work and has been constantly called to work on Saturday and dumped with more responsibilities.

Teachers are bogged down by unnecessary paper work which leaves them with little time to focus on teaching. — File photo

Such duties which can easily be carried out by a clerk, is taking a toll on Tee, 52, who is losing her enthusiasm for teaching. It will be a shame if the country has to lose dedicated teachers like her.

A steady job

Tee was born in a small town in Selangor, and is the eldest of 10 children. Tee’s father was a lorry driver and her mother, a rubber tapper. After completing her secondary school education, she decided to teach and had applied for a place in the then teacher training college (it is now known as teacher training institute).

“It had always been my ambition to be a teacher and my parents had no objections, so long as their eldest daughter had a steady job, or as they would refer to it, an ‘iron rice bowl’ job.”

However, before that materialised, she accepted a JPA (Public Services Commission) teaching scholarship at Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) to pursue a Bachelor’s degree in Science and graduated with honours in 1983. She obtained a Diploma in Education from UKM the following year.

Tee started teaching in a secondary school in Karak, Pahang and had stints in Sekinchan, Sg. Pelek and Selayang all in Selangor, before she was posted to her present school in Petaling Jaya in 2004.

“When I began to teach in the eighties in small towns, students then were very simple and they respected their teachers.

They did not seek much outside help or tuition for the subjects they were weak in, as they do today.

“At that time, their only source of knowledge and solution to their problems lay in doing the homework we gave them in school.

“As such, the the teacher-student relationhip was good. I could actually chart the personal development my students made under my tutelage. We teachers were instrumental in shaping their personality and character,” she says proudly.

Tee does not mince her words when she is asked to comment on how teaching was like, more than two decades ago.

“Those days, all I had to do was to teach, guide and to get to know my students as well as I could. If there was paperwork, it was minimal.

“If you look at students today, you can see that, because of their exposure, they are more knowledgeable. They have higher expectations and demand more from their teachers. I even feel that some of them are very egotistical.”

There’s one aspect of her job that Tee feels has changed for the better — preparing and setting examination questions.

“It was a more difficult task back then, but now, with the advent of numerous workbooks, the computer and educational DVDs, the job has become so much easier.”

I ask her if she is satisfied being a teacher.Tee thinks hard before responding.

“When I first began teaching, my salary was very low but I was a happy teacher. Today, my salary is much higher, and rightfully I should be happy, but I am not.”

“The clerical work I have to do, is becoming unbearable. You see, as a Mathematics teacher, I already have a lot of preparation, planning and marking to do.

“Now, on top of that, there are many other deadlines to be met. All parties, including parents, the principal, colleagues and students have high expectations.”

As a ketua bidang (head of department), life at school is even more stressful for Tee.

She is in charge of several academic programmes and for her, the documentation and filing she has to oversee, is literally back-breaking.

At 52, and with menopausal symptoms, particularly hot flushes, plaguing her, Tee’s sentiments about school have not changed.

In fact, for the first time in her teaching career, she was stressed and worried when the new school year began in January.

“I was anxious about my work and the ever-increasing responsibilities for the entire year. Could I take all this and more for another year?” she asks with a frown.

Tee tells me of an ex-colleague who had just passed away due to breast cancer, and of another one, who was currently undergoing treatment for uterine cancer.

When Tee herself went for a mammogram recently at the University Malaya Medical Centre (UMMC), she was startled to hear from a nurse at the Radiotherapy Department that nine out of 10 patients undergoing chemotherapy at the hospital were teachers.

“Do you think it’s caused by stress?” she asks.

I found her question disturbing to say the least. Can it be?

Blank expressions

“You know,” she tells me, “I also find myself thinking a lot about my students these days. Sometimes, when I see ‘blank expressions’ on their faces, especially from those who are academically weaker, I wonder to myself ‘Why are they here? What do they feel about having to learn something that is not relevant to their daily life?

“For some of them, Mathematics is such an alien subject that even I begin to wonder what I am doing with them. On top of that, I feel that students today have to learn too many subjects and this makes life very challenging for the weaker students.”

Tee is of the opinion that the Government should set up more vocational schools to provide living skills training to this group of students.

“At least then we can help produce our own skilled workers, rather than having to import them.”

Tee feels that these days, she is more like a clerk doing paperwork instead of spending time giving personal attention to her academically-challenged students.

“Just think. Each class has about 30 to 40 students, so to be efficient, one has to have classroom management skills too. With the type of students we have, it is no easy task managing them. Many young teachers are afraid when they have to enter a classroom.”

Tee also regrets that with her increasing workload, she has little time to mentor and guide young teachers at her school.

“These teachers lack experience badly, and I feel they need to be guided for at least a year.

“With senior teachers being bogged down with non-teaching duties, there is hardly any time to develop a young teacher’s potential, or help boost their self-confidence.

“Often, they just get thrown into the deep end of the pool and unlike us — the teachers of the older generation, who had so much more grit and resilience — this group of young teachers take a longer time to adjust and cope.”

Tee tells me that despite being graduates, many of them lack communicational skills.

“For the teaching of Science and Maths in the higher forms, young teachers simply aren’t competent in the language of instruction.

“Students then start complaining and parents start calling up the school demanding an explanation.”

Tee shakes her head. “If I’m given the choice today, I don’t think I’ll choose to be a teacher anymore. I’m not against teaching; I enjoy being with my students. In fact, I’m at my happiest when I’m in the classroom. But our job today isn’t just to teach and deal with students, is it?”

“Don’t get me wrong. In class, I still do all I can for my students. I know they view me as a stern person because I follow the rules and I mean business when I am teaching them. I’m a hardworking and responsible teacher.

“I do sometimes crack a joke or two, and we all laugh together. Sometimes I tell them stories about my difficult childhood and how I had to be like a mother to all my younger siblings — how I had to act responsibly even when I was just a teen and the amount of housework I had to do and how difficult life was for me.

“I know my students admire me for the determination I have shown through the years to make something of myself. We have a good relationship – my students and I. I am firm but kind. I even treat them with sweets and chocolates.”

Tee also shares with me what she thinks about her relationship with her students.

“Oh, without question - they are very bold, talkative and not as disciplined. They want to be treated as friends rather than as students. In class, they are quick with their comments and remarks.

“In fact, I get aggravated when my students are rude or indifferent.

“But, personally, I’m a cheerful person so I do let down my guard once in a while and have some fun with them. As a teacher, I realise that they have needs that I must meet.

“For their sake therefore, I have to be prepared mentally and emotionally, as well as be sound in my own knowledge, especially in the subject that I teach. So far, that has not been a problem with me.

“When they tell me that I’m the best Additional Mathematics teacher they’ve had, I feel truly rewarded.

“When they get good results in Maths, some of them have even hugged and thanked me for being their teacher.

“I like getting positive feedback from my students, and I must admit that I feel young because I’m always surrounded by them.

“So, you see, it’s not the teaching part I don’t like. It’s the other chores that get me down.”

I ask Tee what is the best compliment she has received as a teacher. She is wistful, but her answer moves me as it still does her.

“One of the happiest moments in my life was when a mother thanked me for helping her son to be a cheerful, confident young man.

“The mother told me that her relationship with her son had improved tremendously because of me. It felt very good that I had such an effect on someone’s life.”

Does Tee have any advice for young teachers?

“Be committed, be knowledgeable and be prepared for what you are supposed to do. Always remember that if you want your own children to be taught by good teachers, then be a good teacher to the children of others. What goes around comes around.”

On a serious note, Tee is already thinking of applying for optional retirement next year simply because of the ever-increasing non-teaching chores.

Halloween

2009-11-05T17:00:00.002+08:00

funny video...just the voice not clear and i keep sing salah...hehehehe

All Organisers or Leaders shud read!

2009-10-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

tot can rest after exam...- -...whole list of activities awaiting me.... STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!! the more u force me the more i against u... shut up and think before u do anything.... make a good planning but not a good "speech" and reasons to persuade ppl... years of experience never awake u?! then u sh...ud back to the original place to learn to walk from the first step and every steps after the first...

so behsong those ppl who only know how to talk and never know how to do...
the worst is...
NEVER THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

make a planning and think if it's convenient to do...
easy or not...
if it's tough...need give wad kind of support?

all kinds of problems have to be concerned...

then only u can order ppl to do the work for u!

IF NOT....
how they do the things for u?!
FORCING IS THE WORST way to make a thing success!

UNDERSTANDING IS DAMN IMPORTANT
and only 10% ppl CAN DO THIS IN every related group...

DUN FOOL URSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUN PROOF URSELF A STUPID!

think before u do....

this phrase had been repeated for million times and for YEARS already
but there's still SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY ppl cant do it!

stupid huh this world?
= = cheh

2009-10-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

edited version~~- -....i wan photoshop lah.........
T_T

Drawing~

2009-10-22T14:27:00.003+08:00

long time din draw~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
these were drawn by long time ago...
not tat long lah...this year de...bout July or august?
cant remember...

this pulak is created in facebook...
hahahahahaha!!!
my Buddy Poke punya patung~~~~hehe

First day,first time having full exam paper...

2009-10-22T13:33:00.004+08:00

one paper,3 hours...
today just have our PA paper 2...
not enuf time to finish the paper...

anyway....
there's still got someone managed to finish the paper in time....
*jealous...KYAAA!!!!*

so...tat's the taste...
rushing....fight with the time...

PA...= =
everyone bla bla bla....the class bcom pasar malam after the papers been collected...

only the one that can finish the paper in time de go out from the class quitely,calmly...

of course lah...ppl can do finish ma~~~~
not like us...this part not complete...tat part cincai complete...
graph din colour beautifully...so and so...*complain complain...*

so,as conclusion...
we need more practices....bak kata pepatah "perfect practice makes u perfect" (by Zeoilen Fam)
XD
nvm lah...
quite good liao lah...no need emo...
look forward~~there's still maths tomolo~~~
enjoy~~~^^
i love maths...hehehehe....
dun scold me....it's not gila or odd to love maths...
tat's the kelebihan Malaysians~~~
if u're not good in maths...
wad u can compete with other country???? =p
compete ang mo???impossible mah!
compete chinese??? ha!kena lauf...
compete BM???errrr.....
compete Science???hahahaha!!!!!!!!! u go compete lah!
compete Sejarah?? wad for?
compete Geografi?? wad for= =
compete wad? Maths lah!!!!

anyway....i know most of u dislike maths...
never mind~
but it's not wrong for me to like maths...^^

here's some drawings~~ long time din draw...macam back to kindergarden...T_T

-inspired by CCH- -created by BST-

-inspired by Pao,Christina,Swee Fen,Alicia- -Created by BST-

-inspired by Boredness- -created by BST-

Choir~~~^^

2009-10-17T21:59:00.005+08:00

Well....Me Elyssa and Angela had our first time choir performance ....at DUN...
actually it's not Elyssa's first time la...she'd did some choir performances b4...
but it's first time that we perform with our school team...

hmmm.....
this performing very susah lo at first...the arrangement so susah....
this cannot that cannot...
the draft of the song pun so slow gave to us...

so we're like...
rushing and having "Devil-latihan"

and they limit us to only 25 person...the reason they gave us is
"the stage too small for a huge choir team"
= =....i tell u...

******* nah!

so teacher had to choose the strong singer....VERY STRONG ONE!
to make the team strong....
unfortunately i guess there's not much strong singer in the choir group so
I was chosen....= =

and the problems came when we started to practise...
especially ALTOsssss..........
soprano no much problem coz....
the song memang is for soprano de...
so high the key...

and now we can hafal this "focus, support, space, forward, soft palate " XD

then toward the end...
it's better...

maybe we use to it already(the bad condition)

then....we'd performed and teacher told us "great, i'm proud of u guys."
well....i dunno how good was our performance...
i hope i din spoil the performance coz i really cant sing well....
hope it's really a good performance....

anyway...
i dunno at first...Elyssa told me this
Bai Mao isnt clapping for our performance...
tat's mean we're not performing well or wad?

haha......dun k lah....

*the time we went to DUN for practicing and rehearsing*

tat's all wad i can upload.....coz i havent finish taking those photos from Elyssa...
^^

and lastly...
i found my emo feeling gone....

bcoz i found new friends....
my choir team....

i like them...

though they're totally different from the way i used to have with Arang's friends....

they're soft and disciplined....

but i do enjoy the time to be with them...
they're good.
include our teacher Pn Luk...^^

card for my bio teacher~

2009-10-04T10:50:00.002+08:00

making card for teacher~~long time din do it....- -
nearly destroy the card....
luckily dapat menyelamatkannya.....
phew....

then now...wanna show u guys to see it's ok or not....
and...wanna show my product~~hihi.....

haiz....my skill 70% gone already after chose to enter bio class in form 6...
LONG TIME DIN DO ARTS THINGY!T_T
anyway....pls comment on this...
better comment b4 monday....means today lah...- -...
bcoz i'll give it to my bio teacher on monday....- -"
so if u comment after i've given the card to my teacher...no use already...

but i'll still accept (the bad one/useful comment) for next making~~~

and lastly....
JoElBo still need to be together to produce perfect card~~~~~~~~~~
coz three of them plays different role that is strongly needed in making cards~
the card is a bit not perfect if they do the card alone~
i miss the time we make cards together...and feel happy and satisfied to see the receiver happy to receive card from us....and also the comments and trust from the ppl around (esp 5 atom) on our cards~
thank you~~~^^
now...look...and comment~

the card has...three layer....
1.first layer is the hard-half-invisible-cover

2.second layer is the main card....with words on it...and it's the first time i use this kind of paper to make my card....it has slippery and shinny surface...

3.third layer which is the inner part for us to write sth inside...as a message...it's the tracing paper~~and i still dun have complete idea of what to do with the design inside...so u guys take ur chance to comment/give idea....(sorry that i din take the photo of this third layer...i was using webcam to take the photo...so susah....so just give up to take the pic...it's empty with white background and the tracing paper in between)

the cover is the one that makes the card blur....

open ....this is the second layer....

same...second layer...i took two pic of it...

that's all...- -"
but pls comment....

pics bout the biocamp at 4 point

2009-10-02T20:27:00.008+08:00

let the pics speak themselves...i'm lazy to write....

幸福

2009-10-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

today....
i tot it would be a peaceful...normal...as usual...nth special day....morning and afternoon....

i tot...
i shall have my breakfast at home first....
i tot....
i have to have my lunch at home with Angela...

i tot....
i'd thought so much bout this day --> friday...2/10/2009

but i WAS SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is the day i get the feeling of "FALLING IN LOVE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
never have a guy that can make me feel so 幸福

but FOUR POINT made it!with VARIOUS OF FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
especially those dishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaah

*faint*

we were served with coffee and sandwich for breakfast...
i tot the food provided would be not high standard one...using cheap materials to make...but
I WAS SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the sandwich just nice~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^^(u cant see my eyes~~~bcoz i'm smilling 幸福ly)

then we were surprised with present from biotechcorp --- a soft teddy bear
then......we were SURPRISED AGAIN with LUXURIOUS LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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full of 幸福....

till infinity....

really.......幸福

i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to our bio teacher to get the chance for us to go four point for this bio camp.....
and got the chance to taste four point food..........

i nearly got heartattack and nearly faint at there....
luckily no....
or else i'll regret that i wasted my time fainting and din get the chance to taste on those delicious food......

^^

today
my mood is nice...u cant see my eyes ^^

it's the time....

2009-09-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

from the moment we get into our own seas...
we're separated...
no use for us to hope this and that....

it's really different and separated already...
after a period of time...
u'll feel it...

that...
u're clown fish...
they are shark

or u are crocodile...
they are dolphin....

they're just different and will never get along together....

it's time to forget....
just forget....

next time....it'll be only "hi" left...
or only a smile....

never mind....
because...it's the fate that decide...
from the moment of "the road not taken"

forget it...
there's the new one in front of u...
don't ignore them...
or else u'll suffer...

don't get a chance to be alone...
accept to be the same species with the new species u've met.....

because the species u've met before...
also changed into another species after get separated....

so say bye to the back
and say hi to the front....

it's the time now....

goodbye

G-dragon Heartbreaker

2009-08-27T09:12:00.003+08:00

COOL isn't it?

love this song very much...just like
TVXQ's mirotic and SuperJunior's Sorry sorry.

really love this song...and also Gdragon's look in this album...
he's great...
too great...

other than this...
i just found a Tvxq's song >> Bolero...
this song is great too...

just love them~~~~
saranghae~

Facebook quiz.... =)

2009-08-03T18:03:00.001+08:00

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get this from facebook quiz.......TAROT.....
muahahahaha........

SO EMBARASSING!!!!!!!

2009-07-04T11:37:00.004+08:00

arrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh

i've been so crazy for so long.....

this is the first time i feel paiseh....

SO PAISEH AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T......
*hide hide....where's the hole?????* *finding hole*

today is KK day....

we went there for PBSM and Choir....

after Choir....we went back to PBSM to take our shirt and sth else....

and in f6 there's a twins....
who studied in L6S3...physics class...
one of the twins...
he also joined Choir...

so...
erm...we have to take off our shoes b4 we enter the bilik kuliah....(for Choir)
and after Choir finish...of course....first thing is to wear back our shoes...
so ....
went to wear my shoes...
sambil talking to Elyssa....

then i didnt see properly....
just wear my shoes in front the twins...and his friend....
and walk away with Elyssa.....

walk halfway....
suddenly the twins' friend chase after me...
i tot what happen....

"you're wearing BATA shoes izzit?"he asked...
then i looked at my shoes...

THADUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WORE HIS SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
me so paiseh and my brain explode!!!!!!!!!!!!
me luan diao qu...
straight away take off the shoes...
then the friend said "it's not my shoes...."

then i just realised i was crazy already....
then wear back the shoes and run to the twins who stood outside the bilik kuliah without shoes...
LOL!

then keep saying "paiseh paiseh paiseh" to him...

WALAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO PAISEH AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily he din wear my shoes and go to me and say "u're wearing my shoes..."
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO PAISEH AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u know?
i'm a girl...and he's a boy...
his shoes fit my size...
and actually my shoes size is larger....
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

THE FIRST TIME I FEEL SO PAISEH AR!!!!!!
I'LL SURE VERY PAISEH TO SEE HIM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
luckily he's not the same class with me....
luckily i transfer to L6S1........

if not....
i really dunno how to face him.........................

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he sure think i'm a weirdo!
ya of course i'm a weirdo...
but ...
i'm afraid he think that i'm .....
a weirdo monster.....

when i was with the same class with him...
i 'zhu dong' talked to them ....i think they're scared by me....
then i still crazy crazy in that class....

omg....
first time i feel so embarassing!!!

aaaahhhh......

HEY TWINS!
let's be friend ok?
if u're my friend i wont feel so embarassing.....
instead....
i'll say "oh maigu........paiseh....wear salah ki"

Raining

2009-06-29T14:41:00.002+08:00

i love raining day...

not the moment the torrent rain pour down...

but is the moment the rain dripping...

and the weather isnt hot...
my skin isnt burning....

this kind of weather makes me feel comfort....romantic...

and i'll have a scene in my mind...
that is...

white + dark brown house design...
white room....
white curtain...
white chairs and table....
white cup...
red rose....
with capuccino.....

this is what i wish i can get in my future...hopefully....

erm...
of course...the person inside the scene...
isnt me...
it's someone beautiful...

if it's me...the scene rosak liao...- -

anyway...cant have this kind of weather as always...
ppl will die...

but i just love it...^^

raining day

it's sad day....
as it reminds u something sad...some sad stories happened during raining days...and some movies would like to use raining for sad scene...
raining day also makes u feel cold and consequently feel lonely....

or...

it's a warm day...
raining day makes you feel cold and u'll feel the warmth more...

or...

it's a happy day...
happy that you're not alone in this cold day...
happy that you can share an umbrella with your love one...
happy that the sun doesn't make your skin suffer...
happy that you stay at home watching your favourite tv programme or show....

for me...
raining day is the day that i can get inspiration easily....
and i love it....

been inspired...

is great...

Rozak feeling

2009-06-17T15:28:00.002+08:00

am a f6 student for about 1 month ++....

f6 is really a very different life...
everything u have to rush...

just like run with time.

no time for u to "shi ying" urself to the f6 lifestyle...
once u get in...
u have to get use of it...

no slowing down for u...
NEVER.

so me very cham...
tired...
but i dun feel like complaining...
dunno y...

usually i'll complain a lot...
but..
this time...
i really din complain.

maybe i'm mature liao?
haha...
shud be...
18 liao ma~

though i feel tired.
i do enjoy this kind of life.
but sometimes feel so sien wan do this wan do that...
and most of the time is CHEMISTRY make me emo de....
= =

anyway...
i still think that i'm not belong to that skul...
i still think that i'm Arang student.
i still wan go back to Arang.
to find my teachers and my classmates...

but

they're gone....

sad...
happy...
tired...
sastified...
enjoy...
emo...

haiz...
rozak feelings...

that's my f6...

i think even after i finish my f6...
i still think that i'm Arang student...
not Batu Lintang....

but Arang already forget me liao.
include those 5 Atomians....

cry?
forget bout it?
find new friends?

haiz...

friends....
please be prepared...

i'll forget u soon.
since we din contact for so long....

sorry.

I'm emo....= =

2009-05-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

black cloudsSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssss
hanging around on top of my head....

black shadows.............
covered both my eyes.....................

black evil.............
stays in my body.........

i really getting more and more hating my school...

i want to transfer...
to some school that can makes my "emo" and "stress" away...

and there's some entertainment....
"GAY"

after entering the school "ROCK"
i started to think the staff cant do things well...
their style are :cincai cincai

then...
after they'd offered us the package of subjects...
memang jiaksai

it's unreasonable...

for me,this is the best offering:
1.bio+maths+PA+Chem
2.bio+maths+PA+ICT
3.Phy+maths+PA+Chem
4.Phy+maths+PA+ICT

but the packages they're offering is...
1.Bio+maths+PA+Chem
2.Bio+maths+PA+Chem(for those result isnt that good as compare to the first one)
2.Phy+maths+PA+ICT

the present of the second class...makes the third class(the only physics class) looks like the worst class among the science classes

i dunno it's really people think like that or not...
but the school gave me this kind of feeling...
eg:
no teacher came into our class till few minutes b4 we go home...
my friend in the second class started to learn maths today but our class chatting till we go home..
our form teacher told us:"tomolo come like form 6"...do u think u'll have full confidence to that teacher after hearing that sentence?and he keep thinking bout art side...
keep saying we're L6A3...Lower 6 Art 3...Lower 6 Art 3...
jiak sai....

they really think that we're the worst class is it?
oh...maybe....since we're the noisiest class in the school...

- -...

i'm tired of this...
i know i have to study on my own...
but to have a good school means having good environment and settings to study
i'll study well...

but...
it's true i cant study very well without friends....
T_T
maybe i can go their house as always to study together

anyway...
wait for the result...
my family more excited than me to let me go transfer....
just after i told my parent...
they asked me go st thomas that afternoon...
- -".....too fast...i cant accept...
i'm a slow speed person actually...
it's just i'm apparently fast
and i tot i'm fast too...
but i actually is SLOW........
i cant accept sudden change...
that's why i always get angry when i'm not informed earlier....
i'm stubborn that i wont want to change...
though actually after u change...it's done...
but...i'm just a slow man.....

wait...wait for the answer...
maybe i can accept physics+ICT after few days...
see if anybody could persuade me...
or give me confident that physics + ICT are useful for taking architect in my future...

or somebody gives me idea and persuade me that it's better for me to take Biotecht...
then i'll just change to Bio class....

before that...
i'll keep emoing...
coz i'd been annoyed by the business of form 6....
i'd now have headache...
been stressed too much...
it's really unhealthy...
T_T

addicted??...maybe juz boring...TAGGED

2009-05-07T09:19:00.005+08:00

again....
evon tagged me...

and i'm boring...
sitting infront of the computer...waiting for Evon and Sing Kock...
to REVENGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well...every morning i'll visit blogs...
and unluckily i read evon's blog and get tagged....
- -"

hmmm...since i've nth to do...(again...- -")...i'll juz do...
- -"zzzz

tagged by evon aka von aka paikia aka evon terpelanting
Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.

Why did you choose the photo?
because...it has the smell of friendship...i makes me think bout my class...
40 person in a class.....GOT IT?!..cincai...i'm alien...so u wont understand why i can smell it...- -"

When was the last time you ate pizza?
errrrrrrrrr.............................................................
it's months ago...not sure...izzit Pizza Junction or what?...
duh...i'd said i never care bout names.....- -

The last song you've listened to?
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....................
*my eyebrows are getting into a line*
dunno ....bcoz it's from the radio of my car....
and i'm driving...cant really concentrate what the song is...

What are you doing besides answering this tag?
playing meetoto...facebook -farm town...visiting blogs...check mail...
wait for sing kock and evon

Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
AH BONG (don't call my name...the Ting at the back sounds very akua ~.~)

Tag 6 persons, the following questions are related to them.

1.Elyssa
2.Jodi
3.Sarina
4.Shirley
5.Rachel
6.Cynthia

Who is number 1?
My friend...from primary 2 till now...
a crazy gal...esp crazy over hot dudes....hahahahaha!

No. 3 has a relationship with?
err....Edward???hahaha! XD

Say something about no. 5.
She's now studying at LKW...and i think she's great...
she give a feeling that she's getting pro and is hardworking to be a student of LKW

How about no. 4?
She's my tuition friend.a crazy gal also but normal than me and Elyssa.
She likes drawing and had drawn a lot of comic.
she's the creator of MOCHI RABBIT!!!!!(promote promote)
and i'd bought two pillows of MOCHI RABBIT from her...
u guys wan???hehe...

Who's number 2?
my friend who went to KL there study A level...
and she'll be back on 30 May 09...
and me,she n Elyssa will reunion AGAIN!!!
but just for a short while...- -"

Say something to number 6.
Hey...long long long time no see!hope u're growing well...
haha....XD

Tagged...by Evon

2009-05-03T21:04:00.004+08:00

...normally i din do these things....but since it's quite boring now...
and i wanna update my blog so i juz do lo........................................

Important things in your life:
friends
money
games
comics(esp GAY...wahahaha)
laptop
water
food
knowledge

What is the last thing you buy with your own money?
hmmm.....buns?

What is your dream place for your wedding?
hmmm....never think bout it...
bcoz i prefer go register then go back home rest
(kolian my future husband - -")

How long is your relationship with your soulmate?
u mean friends?well...it's of course forever la!
if u mean pakto punya de...how i know?u go ask MR."YUE LAO" la~

Are you in love?
erm...dunno...never pakto...so dunno how means in love...

Where is the last restaurant you go for dinner?
erm...(y keep letting me thinking...all these things happened quite a long time ago!)
civic centre there?i guess....

Last book you buy:
errr......
1.huai xin qing dao zhi 100% shi bai (bad mood causes 100% failure)
2.bu shi bu ke neng...bla bla...(forget the book name liao...- -")

What is your full name?
Bong Sze Ting (wan my chinese de?paiseh...i cant type chinese using this laptop= =")

Who are you most comfortable with? Mom or dad?
Mom

Name the person you want to meet most in your life:
Angel(i dunno his/her name)

Do you wash your clothes alone?
i'd ever washed my clothes alone but since there's washing machine so why i wan to get so much trouble for myself?jus let the machine do la...

The place you want to go the most:
JAPAN!KOREA!!!!wahahaha......

Kiss or hug?
for me of course KISS la!..hehe...but it depends la...hug oso good...

Words that always come out of your mouth:
maigu,maicibai,maiguliu,celaka,sien,jiak sai....
(all faul language...u wan know more?)

8 Books you have read:
(= ="i cant remember the books' name)
the fish under the moonlight
if that rain didn't fall
Oxford -physics,biology
Pelangi-chemistry
....i really cant remember the books' name...

8 Songs you hear the most:
errr....same...i usually listen to the song without knowing it's name
maybe i know some...?
Are you a good girl
Zheng Fan He
mirotic
balloon
Hiyaya
Crazy love
My little princess
Purple line
(hahahaha...all TVXQ!!!!yeah~!BANZAI BANZAI!)

ok...

TAG U!U!U!U!
Elyssa
Jodi
Sarina

bwahahahahahaha...neninenipoopoo

25/4/09 and 26/4/09

2009-04-28T10:17:00.002+08:00

On that saturday and sunday...
i was kinda forced to attend a camp...

for me...it's kinda cheating...
to force us to join "fo xue" class...

- -"
and i knew it...
U GUYS SURE CHOOSE ME TO BECOME THE CLASS MONITOR SO I'LL GO AS ALWAYS!!!!!

hey...
u guys dunno me...
the most u force me,the most i dun wan do it...

anyway...
i still be chosen to become class monitor assistant...

- -....
let me tell u the reason why i cant be the class monitor...
OK?!

1)i'm not a disciplined person.i wont care bout rules and orders...class monitor need to take care this...help take the drinks and so on...all these things i never care and don't know much...- -

2)i'm juz like air...not fixed...I CANT STAND BEING TIED!!!be class monitor is tying me!i know what u guys think...i know i din go Sanseng makes u guys feel uneasy...but tying me MAKES ME DEFINITELY DONT LIKE TO GO!u understand this?

3)i wont act like a class monitor shud be...i might very rude and no manners...and my fo xue knowledge very weak...

4)when form 6 class starts...i'll be very busy...because i may take 5 subjects
as usual,ppl takes 4 subjects already very busy and most of them said it's hard to study...
then if me take 5 subjects,i'll be busier than them!rite?!and they only takes 4 already say hard...then how bout me who takes 5?!it's harder and i have to put more effort on my study!!
it's not i shudn't only focus on my study...and forget bout fo tang...
well...if i say like this...
i din study well and i hardly can find a good job...who'll take the responsibility to take care of me?
NOBODY!ok?!
everyone has their own things to care...!

JUST DON'T FORCE EVERYONE TO FOLLOW UR ORDERS AND THOUGHTS!
to say that i'm selfish...yes...it's true i admit it...

if i'm not selfish i'll just die without anyone care bout me

nowadays if u urself din put effort and be hardworking for urself...
ur life will be very hard...

i just dun wan my life is very hard and both my parents already so old liao still need them to take care of me...

i'll soon become an adult!
i have to make sure my road in my future is smooth!
so i have to study hard rite now!

i'm not a little gal that only know how to study...
but is a selfish gal tat know if i din study hard and make myself a qualitified person...my future will be a hard one.

so,sorry that i cant be like my sisters who always care bout fo tang so much than their own study.
*DNA similar doesnt mean our thoughts are the same*

ok...
let me continue.

after being forced to join the camp...
(though i knew it's kinda cheating us to be a part of the fo xue class...i still go - -")
after being chosen as the class monitor assistant...
we starts to have some small activities~as the beginning of the camp~

the first day isn't that special la...(for me la)

the second day is much more better because of "shi gong"
he's really a good person...
i like his thoughts,his way of talking and so on...

after attend his class...
i think i can come to fo xue ban to attend the class...
not that i dun wan learn fo xue..
i'll learn...
but have to be in a way that can make me listen

Shi Gong de class makes me wont feel boring and forget bout the time.
and his explaining quite understanding and clear.

and when he found that we're tired
he'll say some story...

he's really a good teacher ...
good if he's our maths teacher.

he still can be a teacher that teach ppl how to be a good teacher.

unfortunately...
he wont live at kuching for so long...
he still need to go back to his place.
not sure where....maybe taiwan...australia...or somewhere else.

well...
i think i'll attend the fo xue class...
and when Shi Gong leave liao...i'll leave also liao lo...
Shi Gong May will leave liao and it's about time form 6 class start liao
so i'll leave also.

the most i can do is go back if i'm convenient.......

dun force me.

once u force me...and though i'll go back...i wont join the class with a good mood
i wont study dengan rela hati...
- -

know wad?
when the camp end...
it makes me feel wanna escape from the fo tang
the only thing that attract me to go back is Shi Gong de class...

一封信息

2009-04-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

今天收了一封信息。。。
是我的学员send给我的：

有一个男孩很喜欢一个女孩，
可是他不敢说出来，
所以只好整天作弄女孩，
想让女孩知道他只作弄她也就是说对她有好感。。。
可是对于男孩的作弄，女孩觉得男孩很讨厌，老是作弄她。。。

日子久了，女孩渐渐习惯了男孩的作弄，
也觉得男孩的作弄很像想表达些什么，
但她猜不透。。。

有一天，男孩没去学校，
女孩心急如焚，
只好翘课去找男孩，
女孩也明白了其实自己会习惯男孩的作弄是因为喜欢上男孩了。。。
去到男孩的家里，
看见哭成泪人的男孩妈妈，

男孩妈妈说，看到一封信息：
Can U be my girl f?
是男孩出事之前发送的。
女孩哭了，
也明白男孩也是因为一边写信一边过马路才遇上车祸的。。。

「世上最远的距离并不是相隔两地，而是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你」

珍惜爱你的人，不要等到他绝望离去才来后悔。。。请发给你不想他后悔的人。。。

好了，看完了。。。
擦擦眼睛。。。
eh?眼睛是干的。。。

- -
不是我冷血，
而是我也会想这种故事啦。。。所以没被感动到。。。
and我想的故事会更悲哀～

不过，我想追究的是。。。
凯森！你干舍send给我？！

“请发给你不想他后悔的人。。。” >.< 什么意思？！

就是他不想我后悔咯～～
aiya~!hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

好，忘了那件事，我们回到那封message
从这个message咧，
我学到了，也希望各位乡亲父老～帅哥美女～大人小孩～
最重要的是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我爱的人们～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

请。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

不要一边message一边过马路。。。
这样真的很危险耶！
尤其是那些每天手机不离手的人们～
顾一下自己的安全。。。
而且，撞到你们的人很无辜耶！！！！！！！！！！

还有SARINA ar~
you oso lo....
got one time cross the road while sms-ing...
my dad's car so big there 你当没有...
我服了你～～～～

拜托leh～
tat's road...not ur house...
look around b4 u cross...
we learnt this during primary school~~~~~~

dun forget~~~
and ur chinese so good sure know what is
马路如虎口
rite?

ok...talk back bout the message...
i found that many boys like to use that 招ho?
"bully the gal...."

this招kinda useful la...
but...
it's risky u know?

it might happen like the message above...
or...
没办法传达你的心意，
那不就搞到双方都带着遗憾离开？

不过如果换成是我。。。
我有可能会像那男孩一样作弄自己喜欢的女孩。。。
IF i'm a boy...

luckily i'm a gal...
sometimes really kinda 庆幸自己是女的。。。

but i still feels tat...
be a boy really so cool leh!

If i'm a handsome boy...
pose sexy pose...
making gals screaming!!!!!!!!!
muahahahahahahaha!

yap i'm crazy....
but u guys jus cant understand my feeling...
T_T
haha...aiya...
i'm a gal is ok la...
no nid owes think bout how to pikat ma huan de gal~~~~~~

oh ya...
i remember tat day go Sanseng千人宴to help...
i sembang with yuan hao's brother...
i say wish to be a boy and can let gals scream for me...
go crazy for me...
AHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!

then he said..
then y u din think u as a gal let the boys scream for u

- -"
.....................................
*speechless*

hey guys...
can u imagine boys screaming like gals ?when they saw pretty gal or sexy gal or cute gal???

walao eh......

complete version of Pongmo VS Pn Chong

2009-04-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

the video i'd mentioned "Pongmo VS Pn Chong"
is completed and is uploaded in my class blog

please go and watch at :

http://www.5atom2008.blogspot.com

it's funny!
and full of our memories~

i love this video very much though it isn't very perfect....

this video reminds me the days i spent with my classmates...

SARANGHAEYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<
love ya!

don't forget to go watch!
give comments if u think it's good!!!!!

thank you~

PONGMO(incomplete version)

2009-04-13T13:02:00.003+08:00

haiz...
this video is specially for Puan Chong de...

sorry that this video had let u guys wait for about one year....

sorry....
coz Elyssa is so busy and her com got problem...

if u guys cant wait...
u can watch this first...
it's not a complete one...and still got a bit do salah coz the dancing part we forget to mute...
so it's kinda noisy...
and there's no subtitle...

paiseh paiseh...

juz wait till Elyssa finish the video...

erm...i dunno when...juz wait...- -"
k,enjoy the video....

never cincai bring a boy into ur room...- -"

2009-04-13T10:57:00.002+08:00

well...as my classmates know i'm quite a open-minded person...

i talked sex topics with my frens almost everyday in school...

i don't mind people have sex before marriage...

yap...i dun dare to wear short short sexy sexy clothes...esp swimming suit..
tat doesn't mean i'm not open-minded...

- -" o0o

i accept anything bout sex stories...stuff....
like GAY...except LEs....bcoz it's really VERY EXTREMELY DISGUSTING!!!!!!!
cibai~
juz like most guys dun like GAY....

i can accept a guy having sex-relationship with many gals...
i can accept one nite stand...
i can accept SM though...it's OUCH!

i'm open-minded....

BUT..............!

not my parents....
esp my dad....

today...my sis....let a guy...(Sanseng's fren=Shen Jie) to bring her home from Leo Gardening...
then...she said...
wanna let him come into our house to sit...
have a tea~

ok...
i think it's ok...and i really don't mind if he come into my room...
if he don't mind my room is very messy...and might have bra hang here hang there...
no la...my bras all disappear...dunno y...- -"
so i cincai get a bra to wear...
so today he wont see any bra hanging around...

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't really want him to enter my room bcoz.......

MY DAD SURE WILL KILL ME BUT NOT MY SIS!
THOUGH SHE'S THE ONE THAT BRING HIM IN.........
ALL THE THINGS WERE HER PLANNING!
SHE'S THE ONE SHUD HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY IF ANYTHING HAPPEN!

WHAT THE FUCK MY DAD WANNA SCOLD ME?!?

cibai~!

i warned my sis...THREE TIMES!
and she never understand...

first time :
when he's sending her back...she sms me asked me whether baba n mama are home?if no then jio shen jie go in our house sit sit...
i answered she's like "tou qing"(first clue)...if she wanna bring shen jie come in our house she come back herself to see whether mama n baba are home...
*this message means...u so hiao...better dun let mama n baba see...anything happen u're the one that shud go tanggung...!i dun care u!

second time :
i heard my dad's car coming back home...so i rushed downstair to help my sis...
i'm so stupid...i knew i shudnt go help coz this will let my dad 100% sure blame me...
juz let my dad thought tat it's my sis and shen jie but not me and shen jie....
o0o
anyway...i warned her..."ur daddy is back!"
and she din respond...
what the fuck....
so i dun care so much i continue go upstair playing my com...

third time :
i heard some footsteps while i was playing...
then i stared at my stupid looking sister...asking"u asked him come our room ?!"
and my face was like this --> =__________=
it's very clear that
"IF U THIS CIBAI STUPID LET HIM COME IN...UR DADDY IS GOING TO KILL US!"
and she dun understand...
she never understand and SHE THOUGHT SHE UNDERSTAND ME!
celaka....
she ans "yes"

then...the innocent shen jie juz carrying his hot tea...walk slowly into our room...
- -......it's not his fault...
bcoz he's a boy...
and he never have this kind of frens-parents problem...
if he's bringing a gal into his room...his parents wont blame him but might say
"wah...my son so geng aR!"

so he dun understand the condition and came into our room ...
making me having big troubles....

why me?not my sis?

BCOZ..................................

my dad owes say like this
"u shud teach her this teach her that..."
"u shud asked her not to do this do that"
"dun play game liao...she wont study ar"

what the fuck?!
i said SO MUCH TIMES THAT I DUN WAN TO CARE BOUT THAT CIBAI STUPID GAL ANYMORE!
she wan die then go die la...
that's her SPM result...not mine...
i've done my part...

i wanna enjoy my holiday now...
CANT I?!
shud i destroy my holiday juz to help my sis so she can be successful in her future?!
how bout my future?!
when i was having for my spm...
she keep disturbing me!
u guys din scold her...and still with her come disturb me!

the fuck shud i help her?!
i'm not that kind lo!

i tried to help her but she's a stubborn cibai stupid gal...
no use to help her too...
it'll let me get cancer and die soon...

but my parents juz don't understand...
they owes believe that the old one have the responsibilty to take good care of the younger one...

SIAO!
if i din enjoy my holiday rite now...
I CANT ENJOY ANYMORE!
LET ME HAVE A BREAK B4 I GO FOR FORM 6!
FORM 6 WILL BE VERY BUSY and EVERYTHING HAVE TO RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont have time playing this and that anymore...
the most is play with my frens in school...
then study study study....

- -.......................................................

so now...i'll have headache for maybe one week...

just because....
that stupid cibai bring the innocent boy into our room...

omos the same like last time..
i go wuisiong house with KTA and play PS2 with only 3 guys....
no other ppl....

actually there's nothing...

but for my dad...

IT's VERY SERIOUS OLEDI!

and lagi cham is let them see tiok KTA send me back...

actually KTA is a gal!T_T...what's wrong a gal send me back home?

i dun wan waste my parents money nia ma~
so ask him send me home lah~
i know i'm not her bf...
but he live near to our house ma~

and i wont have anything with him coz i feel disgust if i let him touch or wadever~
bcoz i dun like fat...

juz like when i'm eating...
i never like to eat the fat part...
esp pig...i only eat the "shou rou"...
nth else...coz the other parts vvery disgusting....

KNOW?!

- -"
anyway...juz don't cincai bring a boy into ur room or be alone with him
especially if ur parents are like mine...

understand them...
though u think it's nth....it's really nothing!
but ur parents will never think it's really nothing...
dun let them worry...
and if u dun wan get headache....dun wan be annoyed...
better dun do this...

wait untill they think it's time for u to get a bf or gf...

T_T

my new comic~

2009-04-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

this is my new comic...
- -...first time drawing comic without friends...

MISS OUR COMICS AR ELYSSA~~~~JODI~~~~~~~~~

the "HU XU ZHI LIAN" still not complete....= =

and the ah jun de comic...long time no see liao....haiz~~~haiz~~~~

now i'm so bored so i start drawing this comic...

at first i dunno wad kind of story i wanna draw...

then think of...fat guy de story...bout the same like "hu xu zhi lian"

but then ...i think tiok i cant draw a fat guy properly...
my drawing skill still not tat geng...- -"

then i kept thinking...suddenly think of one of my fren....

he's called "Princess" by my sis ....

then i came out with this idea...title "My Princess"

anyway...after wrote out the title...i still dun have the ling gan....
so cincai draw...draw...draw....then come out this looks like gal de boy....

so he's the princess.....in the story...
the princess isn't the gal la....
me BST wont write such comic de la!

if i write this kind of princess princess story ...Elyssa Tan Ngerong sure say
"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................................"

- -....
so ....the princess means the boy...not the gal...and the blue shirt de is BOY not gal...

this story is bout the gal act like boy...the boy act & looks like gal...
and the gal always protect the boy as a Prince protect a Princess...

get it?so that's y the boy looks like gal...
and the gal got a bit looks like boy...
and YA...the gal neng neng is quite small - -"

so tat's my new comic...i'm so boring so i post it in my blog...- -
jus wanna post it...

nothing else...i din mean to post the story in my blog too....- -
very jiak lat....- -

k...bye bye...

Fall in love with a cat?!this person is crazy...- -

2009-04-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

i found this...

本来，没想过会和猫猫有那么多的接触。。。
以为不可能会爱上它。。。
怎么才和它相处一年而已，

竟会。。。

爱上它？！

猫猫很可爱。。。
很顽皮
很搞笑
可是有时候很冷漠。。。

时不时和我玩得很开心
时不时不理人。。。

和我的距离忽近忽远，
让我不知不觉中，
每天都想着它，
做梦都想着它，
好想每分每秒都和它在一起～

可是我又不断对自己说
我才没有爱上它呢！

拼命的阻止自己和它玩得太近
逼自己不想它

怎么办？
猫猫也一样爱我吗？

我不知道要继续爱猫猫还是放弃爱它

一下说“是，我爱它”
一下又说“不，我没有爱上它呢！”

继续还是放弃？
。。。。。。

救救我呀～！

urgh....this is so crazy and disgusting...
why would i found it?...=________=

that person really fall in love with a CAT?!oh my...
is this call love?...- -
that person is CRAZY!i feel like wanna tampar that person...

how u guys feel?- -"

MR.BAKZAI my new baby...- -

2009-04-02T17:09:00.003+08:00

well...i created a rabbit who looks like Lobak...=__= LOL
it's name is...Mr.BakZai

here is the MR.BAKZAI!!!!!

*edited...

*draft

erm...i dunno y i created him...

actually that time i wanna make bookmarks for my friends...
i plan to draw cute cute ang kong...
but feel weird weird when i draw ... so i rube of the upper part of the head...
then...i draw a pair of rabbit's ears on it...
then...i feel..."ew...cute?"
then i draw the half-open de eyes...
then it bcom the MR.BakZai...

and surprisingly Mr.BakZai looks like Lobak...- -

when i'm done with Mr.BakZai and bring home to show to my sis(Sze Joo)
she shouted : "eee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lobak!!!!!!!!!!!!" with her finger pointed to Mr.BakZai...
=__="

not only my sis say that...

when i take out all the bookmarks for my friends to choose which one they wan...
KTA say : "this one looks like Lobak...give Lobak de liao"
again...he pointed to Mr.BakZai...
Lyssa also say so...

then ...
during KTA's gathering..
again i took out those bookmarks for those who haven't get it...
then...
they say Mr.BakZai looks like Lobak
KTA : "it's for Lobak for sure...nobody can take it..."

then...at last...
It's really Lobak the one that take Mr.BakZai...
the first Mr.BakZai that i'd created...*the one that carry carrots de*

and now...i hope to make him famous!
hehe...
erm...i mean Mr.BakZai....not Lobak...=__=

if can...i wanna make Mr.BakZai's toys...shirts...and bookmarks...
bookmarks no problem...
jus the toys and shirts...

see la...
juz try my luck nia...
see if can earn money...
HAHAHAHAHA!!!! XD

promotion

2009-04-01T12:12:00.003+08:00

here i'm going to help my friend to promote her MOCHI RABBIT~~
i'd ordered two pillow from her~to put in my car~
see her so hardworking make her rabbit...i think i shud faster faster make my rabbit out oso...
mine is different from her de la~when it comes out...u guys will know...hehe...
anyway....here's the promotion~

these are all hand-made mochi rabbit's doll...

these are the mochi rabbit's key chain doll~:

size : small
height : around 7-8cm
width : around 5 cm
price : RM 3 per one

yellow-summer , blue-autumn , white-winter

light pink & dark pink (light pink almost out of stock liao)

MOCHI RABBIT's pillow

size : large
height : around 30-32 cm
width : around 15 cm
price : RM 6 per one

here is the address of her blog :
http://www.irohamomiji--yen.blogspot.com/

if u're interested...u can go her blog see...
and inform her if u wan to buy~
hmm...probably u can go the chatbox(in the blog) there ask her...

【十二星座不能说的爱】★很长，很准。。。‏

2009-03-27T11:35:00.002+08:00

T_T...i cant find cancer de....no Pisces de also...

maybe it's too long...so some din receive tiok....

me n lyssa de got...[Gemini]
Jodi de got...[Leo]
Mey Sien de got...[Capricon]
KTA , Lobak , Sing Kock de got...[Aquarius]

Sarina de dun have ... [Cancer]
Chiong Kee , Ing Thian , Fabian de dun have...[Pisces]

Scorpio de i dun wan post...HNG!think of my sister...who cares bout her...

well...that's all i can "fen xiang" with u guys...^^

Leo de...

2009-03-27T11:31:00.001+08:00

狮子座——要骄傲
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子宁愿留下一个优秀的形象在所爱的人心中，也
> 不愿意让自己泛滥的矫情的伤感
> > 去牵绊对方，他们总是那样骄傲。昂起高贵的头，轻轻
> 的从爱人身边走过，即使心事已
> > 即将溢出，要窒息，也拼尽全力忍住。那一份没说出口
> 的爱，早在狮子心里，磨出了烙
> > 印。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子座
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子的灵魂，永久都在渴求一种食物，那就是“赞
> 美”。对这道迷汤，狮子百喝不
> > 厌，高兴起来，即使是玫瑰花床”狮子也会开心送你。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　经典语录1：不论阳光或是雨露，只要心中的彩虹
> 依旧，生命也会变得热烈澎湃起
> > 来。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　经典语录2：任凭你走过千山万水、走过白天黑
> 夜，我坚信，你永远走不出我心中
> > 的那片原野。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　爱情保护伞
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　沙滩大篷伞——狮子座
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子座的热情妇孺皆知，他们也喜欢表现自己的胸
> 怀，连爱情也无法幸免，似乎装
> > 下全世界，才是完美的恋情。于是，一把大篷伞成了爱
> 情的保障，但，爱情其实需要不
> > 了如此的空间，偶尔多一些人是调剂，总是掺和着许多
> 人，难免就有些拥挤，伞大，却
> > 失去了保护的意义，那便是没意义了。
> >
> >
> >
> > 请不要误会狮子狮子座：阳历7月23日～8月23日
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　在大多数人眼睛里的狮子座是富有霸气，有点傲
> 气，自尊心特别强的一个星座。不
> > 能说狮子的人都是成功者，但是至少狮子希望自己在别
> 人的眼中，是成功者。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　由于狮子的天性，所以大多的狮子都很爱面子，他
> 们喜欢金光闪闪的东西，喜欢别
> > 人表扬和佩服，还有结交朋友的天分。狮子在很多场合
> 都是非常强势的，其实狮子的大
> > 多数人，看似没有心机不善于周旋在权利斗争中，但是
> 狮子的心理有一本自己的帐，他
> > 们不卷进斗争，是因为他们认为无论谁赢都不会撼动自
> 己的地位。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　每个星座都有自己的独特的地方，所以没有说绝对
> 的好，和坏，狮子座的人喜欢和
> > 没有心机的人交朋友，就是那种为朋友两肋插刀的那
> 种，一旦成了朋友，狮子就把你归
> > 为自己人，在他的控制范围内了，那样有时候会给那些
> 人带来困饶，因为觉得狮子太
> > 粘，感觉不太对味！！！其实狮子心理明白付出不一定
> 有回报，但是，作为狮子来说，
> > 宁愿别人负我，我也决不负人。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　也许看到这里，你会觉得狮子虽然卤莽，自大，但
> 是好象还挺重情谊，可是千万别
> > 因为这样，就把狮子呼来吓去，以为狮子一直会包容。
> 狮子重情，但也最决情，真到决
> > 情时，你跪下来一哭二闹三上吊，狮子只会笑笑，然后
> 告诉你：这世界上没有谁离开是
> > 活不下去。在狮子心里也有一道软肋，柔弱而敏感的神
> 经，让他们在自认为遇到危险的
> > 时候，就杨起爪子，竖起毛来准备对抗。在外人看来，
> 你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧
> > (尤其女狮，一副唯我独尊的神情)，对方全听你的好不
> 威风，但又有多少人知，其实依
> > 赖对方的是你，最害怕失去对方的也是你。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子是没有具体的原则的，很多人看起来，狮子非
> 常随和，但是其实没有原则是最
> > 大的原则，在他们说随便的时候，其实心里有个底线，
> 只是不表露，没有牵扯到底线问
> > 题，以前好商量。当狮子在说：你主意吧，我随便的时
> 候，他们心理其实也有了备用的
> > 方案，如果你把皮球踢了回来，他们也就拿出备用方案
> 了。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子座的人经常会有希奇古怪的念头，让人觉得很
> 无厘头，他们想问题的方式往往
> > 很直接，所以不太会转弯，这让很多人认为狮子的直爽
> 和没有心机。可是大家想想，这
> > 世界上真有没有心机的成熟正常人吗？狮子的没有心机
> 是因为他们觉得没有必要去用这
> > 样的手段，狮子表现出来很多幼稚的想法，是因为他们
> 不愿意过多的去想复杂，而不是
> > 不能去想。因为狮子非常理想化，一个没有受过污染和
> 社会熏陶的狮子，是那种会在大
> > 冬天
> >
> > 跑到操场上躺一个晚上看星星的人。所以，踏上复杂的
> 社会以后，狮子只能把这样的愿
> > 望和纯洁藏在心里，然后迅速带上假面具，在社会中游
> 走。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接，除非是那种不能
> 得罪的人，要不，狮子对朋友就
> > 是热情如火，而对敌人，是想法打击不让他有翻身的机
> 会。这和蝎子的报复心不同，狮
> > 子会用正大光明的手段，在很多人面前打击你一下。报
> 复完了以后，就早抛到脑后去
> > 了，因为他们的事情看上去太多了。当然这个也是狮子
> 的一个性格，就是怕寂寞，怕寂
> > 寞不是不能承受寂寞，狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的，
> 但是在狮子心里装着很多放不下
> > 的事情，所以，他们希望他们放不下的人，也能经常关
> 心他，他放不下的事情，总是能
> > 够有好的结果。所以，不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑
> 子乱想，一旦他们思路理清，或
> > 者打算放弃，那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　当然，狮子的心是软的，你假装若者，在狮狮们面
> 前一哭，二闹，三可怜，狮狮估
> > 计就吃不消了，马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一
> 点点悲剧情怀呢！！！和狮子座
> > 的人做朋友，会是一件很开心的事情，因为对于朋友界
> 定，狮子是很宽泛的，而且为了
> > 面子之类的问题，多数时候对于朋友的请求和帮忙也是
> 非常乐意的。所以，交个这样的
> > 朋友不错。但能牵拌住狮子的不是感情，是责任。一种
> 与身俱来的责任感。狮子的内心
> > 其实是很有悲剧情节的,只是表现出来的确是特别的阳
> 光。

水瓶座 de very maigu!= =

2009-03-27T11:19:00.002+08:00

very mafan de 水瓶座 ... -____________-

水瓶座——舍不得

> > 　　对于有些人，瓶子始终是舍不得，舍不得因为男女
> 之情跟他在一起。因为这个人，
> > 瓶子觉得跟他的相处应该是一辈子的事情，如果真的成
> 为男女朋友，也许哪一日，感情
> > 褪色而分手。那样，该多遗憾。于是，瓶子宁愿永远这
> 样默默的看着他，地老天荒，却无声也无言。

> > 　　水瓶座

> > 　　对于博爱而又知性的水瓶座来说，所有的关系都是
> 从朋友开始的，不按牌理出牌的
> > 瓶子有着自己的逻辑，虽然偶尔让人失望，但也经常会
> 带来惊喜。
> >

> > 　　经典语录1：人生有很多巧合，就连两条并行线，
> 也会有交融的时候。

> > 　　经典语录2：亲情是血液，爱情是空气。只要心中
> 的夏天还在，爱情就依然留在心底
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　爱情保护伞

> > 　　没有保护伞——水瓶座

> >
> > 　　天生就是一个淋雨的人，湿透当作莫大快乐，一般
> 来说，专心经营生活的人是不屑
> > 与他们为伍的，偶尔有些人凑热闹，也会颤抖后掉头就
> 跑，所以，他们的骨子里并非喜
> > 欢一个人行走，只是无奈罢了。关于爱情的结局，往往
> 不是让自己狼狈不堪，就是让双
> > 方都狼狈不堪后，在瓢泼大雨中一拍两散。当然，总有
> 阳光的日子，只可惜，雨总来的
> > 那么快。

> > 按照星象來了的，前四個是土象的。。。

> > 　　水瓶的独特宣言水瓶座：1月21日～2月19日

> > 　　从来不曾觉得水瓶奇怪。可这些却又确确实实从别
> 人的嘴里说了出来。
> >

> > 　　瓶子是属于那种自已没事儿找事儿型的，若觉得十
> 里以内没有什人让自己牵挂就不
> > 好玩了。所以在没有真正喜欢一个人之前，常常会到处
> 寻找合适的目标，并且这时的目
> > 标还不止一个。被瓶子猎上的主儿，如果在别人眼里没
> 有什么闪光点，那么他在瓶子眼
> > 里可真有特别的地方啊。比如他有一天只是对着大树说
> 了一句：“你看你长得怎么那么
> > ***绿啊”，可能就让瓶子产生了兴趣。并且当瓶子飞
> 着吐沫两眼发光地讲此人的“事
> > 迹”给你听时，你会说：“你丫地有病么......”。瓶
> 子喜欢那种暧昧的感觉。瓶子们
> > 有强烈的直觉，他们本能的就知道自己的身影会让谁的
> 心不平静，可他们不说，但也不
> > 是假装不知道，他们只是在保持着一种极为暧昧关系。
> 不近不远，就像他们眼中可能的
> > 爱情若即若离。瓶子们喜欢百花丛中过，片叶
> > 稍沾身的的感觉。并且这时他们有点分不清倒底喜不喜
> 欢你。但是当你终于忍不住将你
> > 心中的爱恋表达出来后，会有两种结果。如果他不喜欢
> 你，他不太会直接拒绝你，也不
> > 会委婉暗示你，他只会说一些稀奇古怪连自己也不懂却
> 觉得很有理的话，整得大家都莫
> > 名其妙，不知发生了什么。然后你就不自然起来，可瓶
> 子只是觉得你有毛病了，不能再
> > 陪你玩了，然后就不再和你讲话了，不管你们在此之前
> 关系多好，只要他不喜欢你，就
> > 不会再和你保持以前的关系也不会再和你说话。所以没
> 有把握时千万不要向一个水瓶表
> > 白，否则你和他连普通朋友都不是。如果他也喜欢你，
> 他也不会直接地说，但是可以肯
> > 定的是他绝对不会拒绝你，绝对不会不理你。怎样判断
> 瓶子爱不爱你？在你表白之后如
> > 果他还会和你说话。也许平时他对你也许
> > 淡淡的，但偶尔他会很深情地和你说点什么。你不要以
> 为这是他随口说说，这是真情流
> > 露。同样他也会和你说一些稀奇古怪的话，你会觉得他
> 若即若离。这为什么呢？因为他
> > 心理很矛盾。他怕你们一旦越过的朋友的关系还会像以
> 前一样地相互坦白么。在水瓶看
> > 来，不管怎么的关系，坦白很重要，但是更重要的是你
> 不要让他坦白。一旦让他坦白，
> > 就好比在日光灯下赤裸裸，瓶子会很没有安全感，你们
> 这段关系也可能就到尽头了。
> >
> >
> >
> > 瓶子会怎样爱上一个人呢？当一个人对他们若即若离
> 时，他们就开始怀疑这人怎么啦？
> > 我做得不好么？你抽风？然后就会不自觉的观察你起
> 来，不断地引起你的注意。而且在
> > 心里他们会很清楚地对自己说“说不定这样子下去我会
> 爱上他的哦.~~~”可瓶子们就要
> > 放任自己这样，想看看自己会不会真的喜欢这个人呢。
> 如果这个人聪明，机灵，古怪，
> > 会整人，瓶子铁定爱上他。如果他不爱瓶子，瓶子就会
> 觉得自己好吃亏哦，不要爱了，
> > 不要爱了，于是就走了，一段暗恋的感情在瓶子看来是
> 不会太让自己难堪的。如果他也
> > 爱瓶子，那我也不敢保证你们会不会好好地在一起。因
> 为瓶子不喜欢如死水一般的生
> > 活。一般人也不会喜欢约会时带着一大帮朋友一起玩
> 吧。尤其是在学校念书的水瓶不想
> > 借着一段恋情让人注目，他们也许会为了不成
> > 为别人茶余饭后的谈资而和你保持一点点安全的距离。
> 他们不会像巨蟹双鱼那样温柔的
> > 关心你，他们有自己独特的方式。也许是见面朝你吐下
> 舌头，也许是用一句白痴笨蛋神
> > 经病的称呼与你打招呼，可能会说你这个变态变态的，
> 也许更有甚者
> >
> > 会问你一句：你还活得挺好呢呀？!很多人不会理解甚
> 至会因此受到刺激，但如果他们
> > 够了解瓶子，就会知道全世界竟然只有你一个人才有这
> 种殊遇呢。
> >
> >
> >
> > 瓶子是用一种特别的方式把你和他人区分开的，并且在
> 他们心里，这种特别就意味着绝
> > 对的爱。多半时候瓶子不会主动爱上一个人。他们是最
> 精明最为理智的，尤其是对待感
> > 情。

this this....very mcb...make me think of LOBAK when he be our class bendahari...o0o

绝对的斤斤计较。你对他们许以三分好，他只会还
> 你一分五。并且还要求你保证质
> > 量。但这一分五是瓶子用常人的眼光来衡量的，在他们
> 眼里，“付出”这东西绝对是精
> > 神上的，与物质和时间无关。只要一个瓶子在精神上能
> 对你忠贞，你就赢了他的一生，
> > 他想跑都跑不掉了。所以你要是不想认真地开始一段感
> 情就不要试图让瓶子爱上你，因
> > 为也许他们的爱就这样地延了一生一世，如果你不能给
> 瓶子一个未来的保证，他们会很
> > 伤心的。对于水瓶来说，一段短途的两情相悦结束比一
> 段长途的暗恋无果带来的伤害及
> > 毁灭更大些。
> >
> >
> >
> > 如果水瓶决定和你在一起了，那就说明你是他这一生都
> 认定的人了。你会很少听到他说
> > 我喜欢你我爱你这样的话。至多他在热恋的时候会说句
> 我想你了。他会在你很不在意的
> > 时候说一句我爱你，在你诧异的同时，不会再听到第二
> 遍了，并且瓶子脸上的表情不像
> > 是在表白。瓶子会问你许多无厘头让你莫名其妙的问题
> 来让你回答。你也许会觉得他无
> > 理取闹，可是我敬告你最好认真地回答，因为这些东西
> 对他们来说很重要。如果你答不
> > 了，他们会很失望，自然地情绪会低落，会对你产生一
> 些逆反心理---可你不会知道。
> > 瓶子和你在一起会很在意一些小事，你不经意间传过去
> 的一个温柔眼神比送他玫瑰花说
> > 口干舌燥的表白要有用的多。他不开心时你说过的那些
> 话他们一定不会忘。还有，你做
> > 不到的事一定不要对瓶子许诺。也许他一时
> > 半会儿想不起来，但如果他想起来了你却忘了他会发狠
> 地“埋汰”
> >
> > 你。瓶子会主动放掉自己所爱的人!如果你犯了他们不
> 能原谅的错---虽然在任何人眼里
> > 这也许不算是错，可瓶子只在乎一些别人眼里所谓的小
> 事---这也许就是怪？你一定不
> > 要让瓶子失望，他真的会离开你，原因只有一个，就是
> 他爱你。正是因为爱你，才对你
> > 一个人
> > 要求严格，其它的人，我不在乎。瓶子不喜欢别人考验
> 他。如果水瓶已经和你在一起，
> > 你就不要再忽冷忽热。假如你曾经一天和他说一遍我喜
> 欢你可你突然又改成两天说一遍
> > 了他就会在意—其实原本你不用说他都不会在意。
> >
> >
> > this so kanasai leh...- -
> > 　　如果有一天瓶子失恋了-----在他们眼里他甩别人
> 也叫失恋，他们会消沉好些日
> > 子，长度三至五天不等，然后就努力让自己忘却。如果
> 是你先甩了瓶子，而他还爱你，
> > 瓶子不会死缠烂打，他只会隔一小段时间后稍做一下原
> 则性的努力。如果你会回头，他
> > 还会和你一起。如果你很决绝，他也不会再烦你。要是
> 很久以后你再想回头，即使他爱
> > 你，那也对不起，你靠边站吧你。很多水瓶的情人，会
> 在水瓶与其绝交后收到瓶子的信
> > 但不会与你面谈。他喜欢事情有始有终，他会在信中说
> 明一切事情及问题的缘由。

好多水瓶的情人都是在分手后才知道瓶子曾经有多爱你，
你会很后悔和他分手，因为你不知道原来他是这么地对你用心，
其实你离开的原因也只是觉得在水瓶的心里你不重要。

呵，瓶子喜欢在分手后坦白。可是的确又已经来
> > 不及了。对于瓶子这种人来说，没有所谓的一见钟情，
> 也没有所谓的日久生情，绝对是
> > 想通了就爱上了，想通了就不爱了。所以他们对失恋、
> 恋爱的态度都很淡然。处理自己
> > 的事就如同看别人的故事般冷静超脱。可是他们心里却
> 在进行着很强的斗争，甚至是他
> > 们根本承受不了。有时候真的是硬撑。但他们认为撑习
> 惯了，就成真的了。很多瓶子都
> > 是这样，他可能只是淡淡地坐着面无表情，可是他心理
> 却在做着激烈的斗争，早就兵荒
> > 马乱打成一片乱成一团了。但他永远让你看不出来。这
> 是清高么。
> >

> > 　　很多时候瓶子将自己表现得与他人无关。他们是需
> 要自由。于是用冷漠来包装，用
> > 不羁来掩饰。所以一生也就错过了很多曾经爱过的人，
> 因为那些人根本不知道瓶子的
> > 爱，或者，虽然爱着瓶子却仍旧不敢爱。

> > > 　　这是瓶子的悲哀，也是瓶子的骄傲，瓶子的幸福！

i try to read others...this is 魔羯座de

2009-03-27T11:15:00.001+08:00

魔羯座——苦现实
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　魔羯并不是最现实的星座，但却是最容易接受和屈
> 从现实的。他们一旦懂事，就会
> > 明白，世界不是爱情最重要，人们充塞着，互相制约。
> 有许多事情比爱情重要，有许多
> > 爱情说了比不说要好。魔羯不懂的时候，爱的轰轰烈烈
> ；懂了，却爱的窝窝囊囊。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　摩羯座
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　在这充满快餐爱情的社会中，三思而后行的摩羯座
> 着实显得难能可贵。在摩羯眼
> > 里，情人节没有独光晚餐那又怎样？不如存点以后的生
> 活基金还比较实际点呢！
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　经典语录1：如果我多一张船票，你会不会跟我一
> 起走？
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　经典语录2：感情碎了就是碎了，我宁愿记住它最
> 美的模样，也不想修补之后，终
> > 生看着那破碎的地方。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　爱情保护伞
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　耐用纯色伞——摩羯座
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　它或许昂贵，或许廉价，但无疑是单调。单一的颜
> 色，规则的纹路，让艳阳或雨天
> > 都会莫名沉闷。安全倒是有了，可这伞就像套子，慢慢
> 的让人只是觉得久在樊笼里，就
> > 想返自然。套子里的人早就被批驳过了，何必还要端着
> 把伞来替代，若单为了稳定不移
> > 去做些什么，爱情也就没什么劲了。
> >
> >
> >
> > 不懂魔羯的,不要乱批判魔羯座：12月22日～1月20日
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　魔羯，也称山羊座，但相较于这个平庸的称谓，魔
> 羯其实才更能贴切的表达这个星
> > 座生人的个性。无论是在东方还是西方，“魔”这个字
> 的解释都是关乎一种神秘诡异、
> > 强大凶猛的邪恶力量；而翻开手边的新华字典，羯的解
> 释却是这样的：公羊，特指被阉
> > 割过的。众所周知，不管怎样好斗的动物，被阉割过也
> 是温驯的，而这种温驯表现得又
> > 是那么充满压抑。这便是魔羯，众人眼中的灰色人群。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　几乎在所有星座的文章里，魔羯似乎都是个老谋深
> 算杀人不用刀，又木头一样的角
> > 色，这让任何其他星座看到后都难免心中产生一种反感
> 情绪，尽管也有描述他们重情重
> > 义的只字片语，但仍旧是瑜不掩瑕。然而让人惊讶的
> 是，不管魔羯看到那些评价他们如
> > 何阴险恶毒的帖子之后是多么无动于衷或者气愤地表
> 情，其实在他们的心中倒是有几分
> > 窃喜，虽说他们了解自己完全不是那种人，但隐隐的下
> 意识里他又强烈的渴望着有那么
> > 一天自己就是扮演着这种魔教大教主的狠角色，同时他
> 们还深深的自信着，只要他们愿
> > 意，他们完全能随时成为这样邪恶又充满力量的角色。
> 这自信让他有点洋洋自得。这时
> > 的摩羯会对这些基近人身攻击的评论带着几分轻蔑的意
> 味在心中一笑，眼睛微微眯起，
> > 眼神微微发狠。是关上电脑走出房门看见
> > 一卖水果的，他又突然想起今天要见的某某（这个是他
> 喜欢或爱的同性或异性）说过喜
> > 欢吃水果来着，于是开始撅着屁股开始买水果：专挑最
> 好的最新鲜的，价钱都不问。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　摩羯座是一个由极端混合而成的矛盾体，从来不曾
> 有哪一个星座还曾像他们一样痛
> > 苦的在成为一个好人还是坏人的思虑中那么频繁而且痛
> 苦的挣扎，他们一方面热切的希
> > 望自己能化作和煦的春光复舒万物，一方面又会疯狂的
> 期盼自己能变作三尺寒冰冻结天
> > 地。可对于这个冬季出生的人群来说，对温暖的追求又
> 是那么执著，所以到了最后，他
> > 总是又跳跃回去，积极地培育自己的春光一样的明媚品
> 质了，成为一个好人带给他们的
> > 快感似乎更容易让他们就觉得陶醉。相对于他们自身的
> 感受而言，他们并不愿陷在任何
> > 负面的阴暗情绪里。但同时又觉得做个坏人也没什么不
> 好。一般来讲，孩童时期，他们
> > 是最乖巧惹人疼的乖宝宝，而年轻的魔羯总是容易显得
> 孤僻不合群，年纪越大的魔羯在
> > 社会上越如鱼得水，老了之后，他们往往
> > 会成为难得的和蔼又宽容的代表（尽管这宽容和和蔼来
> 的那么像扑面而来的皇权的体
> > 贴，让人面对时虽然觉得温暖却不敢靠近放肆。）虽然
> 他们终身致力于中庸的调和，又
> > 向往任何明媚的气质，但这种根深蒂固的极端总是很容
> 易失去控制，让他们在社会中莫
> > 名的感到落落寡欢。
> >
> >
> >
> > 很多星座文章上形容天蝎的感觉很像极端二字，而对于
> 魔羯的描述就和这两个字完全贴
> > 不上边。他们往往只重视星座的外在体现，却很少考虑
> 根源。天蝎的极端，是稳固的状
> > 态，要么很爱要么很恨。而魔羯的极端，却是矛盾的状
> 态，很爱很恨，总在两端不停跳
> > 跃，找不到中间平衡态，所以魔羯座对自己的情绪也会
> 有困惑，于是他们就在这种激烈
> > 撞击的心理状态下表现出一如既往的漠然，不然他是没
> 有办法思考的，“自己到底在想
> > 什么？自己到底站在哪一边？”在这种冷漠的伪装中，
> 魔羯正在反反复复整理自己的各
> > 种相互矛盾的情绪和想法，而这就成了世人眼中的深思
> 熟虑吧。想必魔羯在有的时候会
> > 羡慕天蝎和天平：一个的爱恨有方向（非爱即恨），一
> 个的爱恨是完全调和的（没有最
> > 最爱也没有最最恨）。
> >
> >
> >
> > 你要让身边的魔羯去分析一个人的优缺点，如果他想
> 说，那么你会发现这个人的无论优
> > 点还是缺点都统统无所遁形，你发现他可能分析到别人
> 的一句话一个动作，也用上了自
> > 己的第六感。你会一边赞叹魔羯的惊人的分析别人能
> 力，一边又暗暗出冷汗，觉得魔羯
> > 竟然这么分析别人？！真是有点老谋深算的感觉。如果
> 他不想说，你就会发现他好像对
> > 任何人都好冷漠，对任何事都漠不关心，如果他心情亢
> 奋，你也许又会看到另外两个形
> > 象：也许对其非常刻薄，也许对其非常赞许。但大多数
> 情况下，你看到的只是个傻乎乎
> > 的魔羯，对你的问题愣愣的，有着各种胡言乱语。这是
> 因为魔羯真是一个十分敏感的星
> > 座，他能够通过一件小事看透一个人，也十分了解什么
> 是好的，什么是适合社会的，同
> > 时，魔羯又是一个极其爱自我怀疑的星座
> > ，他清楚自己的阴暗气质，所以往往不敢完全肯定自己
> 的分析，当别人流露出美好气质
> > 时候，他会立刻丢弃自己的关于别人缺点的分析，所以
> 说起来，魔羯其实很容易上当受
> > 骗，也很容易受伤害。可是，另一方面，因为他们天生
> 的敏感，倒也很容易察觉到自己
> > 被骗了，这时他们极端的性格再次发挥作用：当他们看
> 到别人表现出好的一面时，对别
> > 人的信任是绝对的，不参杂的；而当他们发现，即使是
> 一件为不足道的小事上的欺骗，
> > 他们就绝不会再信任了。
> >
> >
> >
> > 　　很少有人和别人交往是从绝对的信任开始，可是魔
> 羯是。这听起来真不像是天天把
> > 人性分析得那么透彻的魔羯所为，但这却是千真万确
> 的。魔羯总是很轻易的就把一个以
> > 前从未接触过的陌生人定义为好人，别人说什么他都信
> 会信以为真。而且他们一旦对别
> > 人建立良好的印象就很难消除。非常容易被感动，最有
> 报恩的冲动：你要是毫无条件的
> > 帮他一回，他可能表面不动生色，却暗暗想把你一辈子
> 都包揽照顾起来。（很多人都说
> > 魔羯的人不爱揽闲事，最怕别人找他们帮忙。这说的太
> 对了，但决不是因为魔羯自私，
> > 而是他们总是把自己的责任看得太重，一旦帮了忙他就
> 是拼了老命也要做得尽善尽美，
> > 不能容忍别人有一点不满意。所以尽管求他们办
> >
> > 事很难，可一旦答应你就放一百二十个心吧！）
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > 这仿佛是个从桃源来的圣人。可他并不是。他只不过习
> 惯了自我伤害罢了！事事走极端
> > 的性格是他的致命伤，他们至少要活到50岁往上才学会
> “和别人的交往要从怀疑到信
> > 任，不要太追求绝对。”这句话的一星半点，而且只是
> 偶尔拿出来用用。虽然这句话他
> > 们只有十岁大的时候就拿出来时常告诫别人。他们的信
> 任来的太干脆，他们的爱来的太
> > 纯粹，他们的付出来的太珍贵。正因为此，他们的目光
> 就开始格外的敏锐审慎了。一件
> > 小事的背叛和欺骗都逃不过那双炯炯的法眼，他们看在
> 眼里，感到的是铺天盖地的失望
> > 和打击和震惊，对所有的人性都批判了一遍。明明是件
> 无关紧要的小事一件，可他们却
> > 在自己的心里狠狠的插上一刀。他们什么也不会
> >
> > 说出来，却开始怀疑自己的付出是不是值得。但是，他
> 又那么容易原谅，是真正的那种
> > 原谅，所有的伤害就像忘记了一样。接着，再一件事，
> 再在自己心里狠狠插上一刀，再
> > 原谅。他们一旦决定付出情感，总是太汹涌澎湃了，通
> 常是易放难收。然而，再接着，
> > 一件事又一件事，一刀又一刀…（至于他到底能承受多
> 少次伤害，就要看你们的感情已
> > 经培养了多久，有多么深厚了）终于有一次，他的所有
> 伤口一起崩裂，他的所有关于伤
> > 害的记忆都突然复活了——而在此之前他对你的付出是
> 不打折扣的，虽然他总是对你陷
> > 在又爱又恨的矛盾中——他对你就一下子一点感情也没
> 有了，即使不是决裂也只剩应付
> > 而已，彻底的冷漠速冻了他的心。他感到屈辱，被利用
> 被愚弄被欺骗了，之后所有的情
> > 绪都将不复存在，你们曾经的感情烟消雾
> > 散，他想起你就觉得厌倦。很多和摩羯最终达到这种状
> 态的人往往很奇怪：为什么那么
> > 多事情他都忍受了也没说，偏偏最后再一件小事上突然
> 如此绝情呢？魔羯不会告诉你他
> > 是被最后一根稻草压死的骆驼，他很可能在最后很沉
> 默，因为他不再觉得有说任何话的
> > 意义了，决定的事情没有更改的余地，根本没有向一个
> 和他在没有关系的人解释的必
> > 要。不要伤害魔羯，这是我的忠告。他们经不起一点点
> 地欺骗背叛，如果你能对他坦
> > 诚，付出真心，他能把灵魂交给你保管，刀山火海无所
> 畏惧，绝对是最值得相交的朋
> > 友。说魔羯冷漠自私实际，等等等等的人请你回忆一
> 下，不要放过一点细枝末节，你对
> > 魔羯冷漠过自私过实际过吗？你只要动过这个念头，就
> 不要再抱怨了，你的一个动作一
> > 个眼神一句话一个表情早已让他们看的清清楚楚
> > 了。他们早已在内心把你这个没想真心对待他的人给否
> 决掉了。你不配让他们付出百分
> > 之百的情感。而把感情分成份儿
> >
> > ，他从来不会。所以魔羯可能会变得世故，却一辈子也
> 无法圆滑。
> >
> > 魔羯会报复吗？很少吧，尽管他时常觉得自己受到了伤
> 害，但却很少真正记在心上。除
> > 非你真的冲破了他的底线，否则很难激起他主动报复你
> 的欲望，更多地时候，他们只是
> > 在消极对抗，对所有关于你的事情都变得无动于衷，袖
> 手旁观罢了。但是——倘若他真
> > 地决定了要报复你，不得不替你惋惜，上天入地都将如
> 影随形，他默默寻觅你的致命
> > 伤，不吝与任何手段已达目的。如果你还安好，只不过
> 是他还不确定能将你一棒子打
> > 死，正在等待时机，积聚力量。这个悲观的星座总是会
> 向后远观800年，深信冤冤相报
> > 何时了，所以他只要能忽略就统统忽略，而他一旦出手
> 开始报复，就将势必斩草除根，
> > 除恶务尽了，绝不给你东山再起的再去报复他的机
> >
> > 会。那么他的底线在哪里？一般埋得很深，一万米以下
> 吧。因为他总是幻想自己是作一
> > 个心怀善意地好人。所以说体验过的人也不能不说是一
> 种幸运。）
> >
> >
> >
> > 厖厖他们是如此单纯又是如此工于心计，他们是如此无
> 私又是如此自我，他们是如此向
> > 往光明又是如此沉溺于黑暗，他们是如此自信又是如此
> 自卑，他们是如此慷慨大方又是
> > 如此悭吝小气，他们是如此敏感细致又是如此麻木迟
> 钝，他们是如此热情如火又是如此
> > 冷若冰霜，他们是如此崇拜权力又是如此蔑视权威，他
> 们是如此墨守陈规又是如此渴求
> > 自由，他们是如此追逐功成名就又是如此淡泊名利，他
> 们是如此绝对信任又是如此多
> > 疑，他们是如此一诺千金又是如此翻然毁约，他们是如
> 此浪漫温柔又是如此不解风情，
> > 他们是如此瞬息万变又是如此一层不变。他们的星座是
> 魔羯。魔羯没有中间态。终其一
> > 生忍受内心各种相互矛盾的极端之间的冲突，无
> >
> > 法清楚、绝对的表达自己是他们的宿命。到底是正还是
> 邪？是善还是恶？他注定了感受
> > 误解、孤独、摇摆和困惑。他注定了越来越沉默。每一
> 个泪水滑落的瞬间，是他们在轻
> > 轻和自己拥抱。他像追日的夸父，穷毕生之力寻找一个
> 可以用尽他们所有的善而或所有
> > 的恶的人，让人性能够不再选择中挣扎，可是终将至死
> 无果。然而，我想，当走向人生
> > 的尽头，魔羯回首的那刻一定是在微笑着：所有的善恶
> 都是我，我的良心一路而来依旧
> > 清澈鲜活。我是魔羯，你无须懂。

【十二星座不能说的爱】★很长，很准。。。‏

2009-03-27T10:43:00.004+08:00

I get this from an email...curious...= =...mana tau is like this....
erm...quite real lah...but...macam very kolian...- -

双子座——赶不上

双子通常总是早熟的孩子，有早熟的心智，
然而，
却没有早熟的经历。
他们本来可以期许，可以拥有，
但理智总是让他们选择等待，直到花落去，燕归来，终于可以名正言顺的去追求时。
却发现，不仅岁月经不起等待，那个人更经不起，终究是赶不上了。

双子座

“心智的刺激”就是美丽的力量，双子具有明显的双重性格，随机应变，见风转舵，化劣势为优势，他们最行。

经典语录1：相信，是爱情最美的约定。想念的甜蜜，则让爱情的浓度，随时随
地。

经典语录2：爱情是一件有限期的商品，别问我为何总更换着情人，我只是想找到最适合的爱人而已！

爱情保护伞
轻盈花折伞——双子座

双子的爱情保护伞，不过是一个道具，你看那流畅的姿态，来来去去，潇洒容易，
喜欢的时候撑起来，享受伞外的风景，倦了，累了，便收纳藏于盒中，一切似乎都没有过。
直到再遇上衷爱的人，衷爱的天气，再撑起，点缀风景。
折腾个一生一世，或者，直到伞骨断裂，方才罢休，爱情，其实根本不用保护。

双子的孤独无药可医双子座：5月21日～6月21日

双子的孤独无药可医，
他们的单纯使他们经常把很多事放在感性的放大镜下观看，虽然表面上理性。

所有的一切都被虚化被美化，他们的内心认为朋友就是在危难时刻拔刀相助不计后果的，
爱情就是简简单单没有伤害的，
但事实并不是这样，现实的很多碰壁很多失望令他们手足无措，
原来世界并不是他们想象中的那样，
而他们追求完美的天性和孤傲的本质令他们与孤独就此结缘，
那种痛彻骨髓的冷，无处可诉的悲凉，看着自己亲手毁掉曾经美好的梦想。

有人说孤独每个人都有，太自恋了吧。
但双子的孤独只有双子自己知道，那是没有可能治好的绝症。
因为双子天生就是两个心，两颗脑，
他们的感受，他们的所思所想都是双倍的。
但他们却只有一个躯体，一个世界。
所以，他们注定这样孤独而劳碌的用一个人的身体
承受着两个人的快乐与伤悲，还
有永远的孤独。

这是一个天生残缺的星座，天生在找寻能与自己契合的另一个人，
但谁能找到一个相同的自己？？

双子不想孤傲，不愿独来独往，（其实大多数双子表面呼朋唤友，内心却从来没有依靠，孤独无依）
但他们的敏感和天生的优越感使他们无法妥协。
双子，有很多人羡慕他，很多人嫉妒他，很多人厌恶他，
几乎没有一个星座能有这样大的争议性。
我想说，双子的孩子们，他们的眼泪永远多于笑容，
那些在阳光下微笑，却用眼泪洗涤如水凉夜的孩子，
那些从不愿别人失望但自己却因此精疲力尽的孩子，
他们的名字是双子。

如果你的爱人是双子，那么请你好好爱他，（因为他真的不会自己寻找快乐）

如果你是双子座，你就要听清楚了--你的一生都注定你要去寻找你的另一半。
为了找到你的另一半，你会尝试着和各种不同的人相处、相恋。

在众人的眼里，双子都是花心的，你们花心却不会一脚踏两船，而是经常换船。

然而没有人知道你们这是为了找寻真爱阿！

只要找到了你的另一半，双子就不会再换了，双子的痴情与专一只会给一个人。
双子的痴情是让人惊讶的，就像他们的花心一样让人吃惊。

然而双子又是可悲的，因为那另一半并不是每个双子都能找到的，
因此双子总在茫茫人海中寻寻觅觅，找寻真正的爱情。

同时在无意之中伤害了身旁的追随者。

然而事实却是，与双子座的人谈一场恋爱是会让人永生难忘的，这段爱情绝对充满了惊喜与快乐。
所以，喜欢经常换船的双子总能轻易的找到另一条船来换。

爱上双子的人们啊，你享受到了多少快乐？
那就不要在乎双子将会带给你多少无情的伤害了。
除非你有信心让双子相信你就是他的另一半。

这是真正的双子！

很多人都说双子的不是，心不在焉，花心，等等，
在大多人眼里双子似乎一无是处。
其实双子是很脆弱的。
双子害怕伤害，既不愿意伤害任何人，也不愿任何人伤害他们，
并且不信任任何人，所以即便是很要好的一群朋友在一起，
有些时候他们也会表现得非常沉默，因为双子的心灵总是孤独的。

他们不愿意被人理解，也不屑被人理解，很多时候，
即便跟你观点有分歧，他们也不会跟你争吵，
他们不屑争吵，只有在偶尔无法忍耐的时候才会弄得面红耳赤；
不过对于性情温和的人，他们则极尽他们的口才以达到说服的目的，
他们不愿意发生争吵.

双子的朋友基本都是泛泛之辈，感情深厚的朋友实在少的可怜。
因此寂寞或是不开心时，他们通常也是一个人躲起来一言不发，
不去理睬任何人，并且不希望被其他人打扰。
大家平时看到的他们并不是真正的他们，
他们总是在掩饰自己，自己也不明白这到底是有意还是无意的。

他们的心事通常不会跟任何人讲，
即便你刨根问底也徒劳无功，
只有当他们愿意倾诉的时候，
他们才会告诉他们知心的朋友，

通常这种机会很少。

他们对大多的人、事、物都不怎么在乎，
好象是以冷眼观世的态度活在这世上的，
即便当他们非常在意某人某事的时候，
他们也不会在他人面前轻易表现出来。

许多人蔑视双子，那是因为他们不了解双子，
双子的真诚与执著我个人认为是其他人都望尘莫及的，
双子想要做一件事不在乎其他人的感觉，
双子对待别人虽然不甚亲切，然而即便厌恶你的时候也不轻易表露，
他们的承受能力惊人的大，
可是又有谁会明白他们心中的苦闷。
正如有些人说的，生活真的很不容易，
又何必再给他人增加烦恼。

如果哪位达人理解双子的话，
那他会明白双子其实在寻找一个孤寂的世界，
把自己一个人埋没于此，不让任何人知道，
因为双子不愿意看到有人为自己伤心，
他们的苦他们愿意一个人承担。

天下理解双子的人请善待双子。

lol...- -

Hanazakari no kimi tachi e~~~

2009-03-06T09:55:00.006+08:00

I LOVE THIS DRAMA SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so much better than the taiwan version one!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's so fun and meaningful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They're all so KAWAII and HANDSOME!!!!
especially Ashiya Mizuki~~~
she's so cute!!!!!!!!wahahaha.........so sat again....
and Nakatsu is so cute...especially he tot he's a GAY!!!haha...
anyway...Sano not that handsome...especially when he smile...
BUT I LOVE TO SEE HE KISS THOSE BOYS!!!WAHAHAHA....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........i dunno how to say my feeling bout this drama...
IT'S PERFECT FOR ME!!!!!!
the actors make their characters clear and PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!
the cool one very cool
the funny one very funny
the very gay one very gay
the crazy one very crazy

INTRODUCTION:

3 of this person are Mizuki , Sano , Nakatsu

*manga de*

*Principal & Teachers*

[Tsubaki,Principal] [Director Sawari]
*pretty principal and funny + kind director...how good if our school's principal and director are like them...hahahaha!!!pretty rite?hehe....*

*two weird characters...haha... the gal very crazy...the guy is gay and hate the gal so much... and the gal owes kacau the male teacher...so funny this two when they're together*

*Dorm's Leaders*

Dorm 1 , Dorm 2 , Dorm 3
[Tennoji , Nanba , Masao]
*three different characters that makes perfect match! the dorm 1 leader is a tough man that owes show his upper part body...a word to describe his character "MAN"
the dorm 2 leader is a playboy(playboy or playgal?i'm still confuse= =)...he got a lots of gf but at last he left none gf bcoz a boy in his dorm love him and "help" him to lose all his gf
the dorm 3 leader is a crazy guy who owes claims himself clever...his character is a pretty-boy...he's kinda dramatic...
three of them owes compete with each other and lead their groups perfectly...
their groups are just like them...haha...me laugh non-stop everytime see them compete...
anyway...the dorm 2 is the most normal de...*

*manga de*

*Dorm 2's students*(some only...hard to upload >.<)

*the first guy is the one that loves his Nanba-senpai...yeah...he's gay...
and the last guy is the one that can see spirits...he can sense things...see aroma...
dun see his cool cool de face...he's very funny...laugh non-stop oso when saw him*

*From other school*

[Kagurazaka]
*a very handsome guy...he attracted me n KTA when we first saw him...
but during the summer vacation part and visiting Sano part...makes me laugh non-stop...
celaka this looks-like-final-fantasy-de-character-guy do something that make him ugly or niang niang qiang...me laugh non-stop...
eg:
1. he lost in the competition during summer vacation and had to go home in naked
2. he acted like a gal after been kissed by Sano,who bcom a kissing monster after drunk*

Hibari-FOUR:

[Hibari , Juri , Erika , Kanna , Komari]
*Hibari-sama is a gal that likes Sano very much...jz like a crazy queen...
and the other four follow Hibari and group as HIBARI-FOUR...
Hibari is pretty but her character inside the story is just like a "hua chi"...
she act very well...
watching them acting makes me like watching anime or manga... very funny!*

*Nanba-senpai's mum*

here are some pictures:

Anyway...THIS DRAMA IS DAMN HARD TO FIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coz u juz type "hua yang shao nian shao nv" or "hanazakari no kimi tachi e"...
the result will be taiwan version de...
=______________________=
so sien....
make me wanna vomit blood...
AND THAT KTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY YOU KTA,GIVE THE HANA KIMI SPECIAL LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WATCHED A LITTLE BIT...
IT'S DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T I WAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CANT DOWNLOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FIND THE WHOLE MORNING I CANT FIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean...cant find the one that can be downloaded....

me so sien liao....give me la.....
pls...pls...pls...pls...pls...pls...pls...pls...pls..pls.....................................................

well...
juz wanna let u guys know there's a japanese version of Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nv..
For me,It's really THE BEST among those version...(manga,taiwan version)

I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope my school life can be like that too....
I'm so jealous...their school so beautiful and full of meaningful activities...
(though some very stupid for some people , eg:vote for the most handsome guy and beautiful gal... but these let the students like to go to school...wont feel boring...more active...and so on... *suddenly forget what i wanna say bout the advantages of the avtivities*)
and also...the students and teachers are VERY FUN AND GOOD!!!
T_T why my school very different from theirs?
they still got Summer vacation...
competitions among the 3 dorms...
GOOD awards from the competitions (eg:LCD tv)
and...THE PRINCIPAL IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
*Teck Ang say : "got this kind of principal...i everyday go school"*
haha...haiya...where got pretty gal wanna be principal oh????
haha...

ya la ya la...it's just a drama...not reality...
BUT THINGS IN DRAMA ALSO CAN BE TRUE IN REALITY MA!!!
the matter is u want ur reality bcom like this or not...
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok ...i go back to watch hanazakari no kimi tachi e liao...
din watch finish yet...
coz only got 12 episode...+ one special episode...
so short...i dun willing to watch finish so fast....

bye bye

saw this from someone's blog

2009-03-01T16:48:00.002+08:00

i guess...many couple shud learn from this story...
coz...i saw many gals suka ask their bf do wad they wan her bf do..
haiz.....shake head shake head when saw gals like this...

well...this is the story

他們結婚已有兩年了。

他愛好文學，經常寫文章放上網絡，可是從來沒有人去看。

他也會攝影，他們結婚的照片就是他自己拍的。

他很愛她。

她也是。

她脾氣很大，經常「欺負」他，是個「辛辣小霸王」。

他脾氣不大，經常讓她，是個「廿四孝老公」。

今天，她又「任性」了。

她﹕「你為什麼不肯替我朋友的婚禮當攝影師？她答應價錢照付。」

他﹕「那一天我剛好沒時間。」

她﹕「哼！」

他﹕「嗯？」

她﹕「什麼沒時間？你少寫幾篇鬼都不看的小說，不就行了。」

他﹕「我相信總有一天，會有人欣賞的。」

她﹕「哼！不管怎樣，你一定要替她拍婚禮照。」

他﹕「不行。」

她﹕「就只一次。」

他﹕「一次也不行。」

談判失敗了。於是，她下了最後通牒﹕「三天之內，必須答應，否則– 」

第一天。

她「封鎖」了廚房、浴室、電腦、雪櫃、電視機、音嚮組合，

只有雙人床沒被「封鎖」，以示「寬宏大量」。

當然，她自己也要睡。

他不在乎，因為他口袋還有點零錢。

第二天。

她施以突襲，搜去他口袋的一切，並警告﹕

「瞻敢找「外援」的話，一切後果自負。」

他慌了。

晚上。

床上。

他求饒，希望她結束這種非常狀態。

她不睬他。決心不「軟」不能被他的花言巧語「迷惑」。

除非答應條件。

第三天。

晚上。

床上。

他靠在床上，頭朝東。

她靠在床上，頭朝南。

他﹕「我們好好談談。」

她﹕「不答應條件，不談。」

他﹕「我談的很重要。」

她不吭聲。

他﹕「我們離婚吧。」

她頭皮一炸，摸摸耳朵。

他﹕「我認識一個女孩。」

她氣極了，想爬起來與他打一場。

但她又忍住了，要讓他把話說完，

不能沒有「度量」，不過，她覺得眼睛有 點濕了。

他從胸口摸出一張照片。

她猜出他是從貼身襯衫口袋掏出來的，

因為前天只有這件襯衫沒有

搜索過，是看走了眼。

他﹕「這個女孩很漂亮很溫柔」

她淚水出來了。

他﹕「而且性格也挺好。」

她很傷心，因為他把別的女孩子的照片放在「貼心」的口袋。

他﹕「她說和我結婚後全力支持我寫作。」

她很嫉妒，因為當初她也對他說過這話。

他﹕「這個女孩是真心愛我的。」

她想爬起來朝他吼﹕「我不也是？」

他﹕「因此，我想她是不會逼我幹我不願意幹的事的。」

她在考慮，但她氣難消。

他﹕「你要看看我替她拍的照片嗎？」

她﹕「? 」

他把那張照片湊到她眼前。

她火氣很大，一掌打開他的手，

再在他瞼上留下鮮紅的五指印。

他嘆了口氣。

她出了口氣。

他把照片放回口袋。

她把手縮進被窩。

他把燈熄了，睡了。

她把燈開了，起來。

他睡著了。

她失眠了。

她後悔了，不該對他這樣。

她又哭了，想了很多。

她要把他喊醒，要和他親親熱熱地談談。

她絕不再逼他了。

她盯住他胸口。

她要看看那個女孩究竟是什麼樣子?

她摸出照片。

她又好氣又好笑，又想哭又想笑。

那是她自己的「標準照」。

是他替她拍的。

她俯下身來，在他的臉上親了一下。

他笑了。原來他也沒有睡著。

人與人相處 感情有時淡有時濃

只要 不要忘記最初的相識情境

感情才能長久

戀人、朋友皆是

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If you love something very very much….

Let it go free!!!…

If it doesnt come back…

It means it does not belong to you…

If it does, Please love it forever!….

如果你很愛很愛某樣東西 就讓他自由吧!

如果他不回來, 那表示他並不屬於你…

如果他回來了, 要永遠愛他…

我在這願大家都要幸福喔

k...that's all...
hope any couple can learn from them...
haha...

*kinda weird me post this kind thing...anyway...it's my thought...that my frens never know...i mean my opinion to those couple...i din mean that i mementingkan 'LOVE'...i give up 'LOVE' oledi since i'd been cursed by so many cibai message...i jz feel pity for those boys always kena wholly control by their gf...and kena scold by their gf...and cannot do what they wanna do...and owes asked to do what they dun like to do...

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ok...terminated

"once in always"

2009-02-25T13:55:00.005+08:00

well...there's a story...
bout writing FORMAL letter to cancel some charging stuff...

*erm...I'm not that clear bout the exact story

the story started with X received a letter that charged X for RM3000++...
then...X asked Y to help X write the formal letter's draft to cancel the charge

that Y so MCB and MAIGULIU and ....bla..bla...oOo
X keep calling Y coz can't delay anymore...
or else...jz wait to kena saman or go to the jail...or both.
then...that cb-stupid-Y behsong behsong...
finally fax the draft to X (after X called Y for so many times and hard to find Y too...oOo)

when X received the fax...
X asked Z to help type out the letter...
Z read the letter...

"apa tu?!kanasai...hand-writing...some words not clear..dunno wad Y wrote....MAI GU?!this letter suppose to be written in BM or English?!Formal letter or Informal letter?!"thought Z

"this letter should be written in BM ha?"asked Z.
"that's y i dunno bah~so weird de..."answered X.

OK...never mind
Z started to type the letter out after reached the office.....

later...the more Z type...the weirder Z felt...
till the part :
".....Pihak kami tidak memahami mengenai konsep once in always in."
what's the mean by [once in always in]?
or Y means [konsep once in always ini]?

then Z asked X...X also dunno...
then...after struggle inside X's mind...
X decided to call Y...
*u think very song always call a same person kah?!that Y very rude de...ask a little thing...Y will 'kua kua jiao'...feel like wanna fight with u de...cannot say de...who want to phone Y?!juz afraid the letter cant be accepted nia...if not...who wanna waste the money calling a person that very CB?!ceh~*

when called Y...
yeah...
Y sounded very behsong...
but X still very polite to Y

however...till the end...
get no ans...
Z very behsong then sms many friends to ask what's the mean by "once in always" or "once in always in"
then...some say dunno...
some say "once in always" means 'duo1 ci4 li3 de4 yi2 ci4'
some say "once in always in" means 'after u once get in...u'll always in'

err.....though these answers make Z a bit clear bout the phrase...
but...Z still can't understand what do Y mean?!

the letter is something like that
*it's written in BM la...*

"According to the matter raised above.

2. Like wad we'd been informed, we kena charge of **** with the amount of RM****.

3. We wish to cancel the charge bcoz it's not sengaja. Our pihak tidak mengetahui mengenai konsep once in always in.

Thank you."

erm...guys...do u understand the letter?
Z still cant understand...X also...

but Y UNDERSTAND!!!
of course...=__=
and when X asked what's the meaning...
Y behsong...and say jz follow what's written in the draft.it wont be wrong.
so...X just follow...
and Z cant do anything...
coz there's none of Z's business....
and...also...
if u dun follow those people like Y (those 姓马 de)
u'll get the trouble...massive trouble!!!!!!!!
then u'll be TERRIBLE...HORRIBLE!!!! VEGETABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so X choose to follow Y...
and if the letter got problem...
that's Y's fault...
bcoz Y say "jz follow...wont wrong de!"

well....this is the story...

from this story i learnt that...
1. try to avoid doing things with those horses
2. don't ask WHY and HOW.horses cant tahan with these questions
3. talk and write ROJAK language with them is the best!

those horses...
memang make me behsong...
do things wont do properly...
they never know what's RESPONSIBILTY

i've heard another story bout them too...
there's some people get the wrong medicine from hospital...
bcoz those horses who work there...
din study well...
cincai get the medicine for those patients...

NGAITI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
like this oso can?!
if the person that get the wrong medicine and eat the medicine till die...
walao eh...memang soi...
kolian....

haiz....

I wonder...
i shud keep on with my english tuition or...i shud get the ROJAK-LANGUAGE-Tuition?
where can i find this kind of tuition?
so that i can understand completely what those horses mean
and can communicate with them.

dun be so stupid la...go for Rojak language tuition will make me turn into a horse...
though HORSE is very handsome *it's the animal that i love most
those horses aren't the ANIMAL : Horse
those horses are..........................................
*tut*

ahem...

i shud KAMBATEH with my English...

KAMBATEH!

oh ya...if anyone understand what's the mean by the phrase...pls tell...
i wanna know~

get some stupid mail...I cant stand those cursing message!!!THEY'RE SO STUPID

2009-02-18T20:47:00.003+08:00

This is really sweet........
this is really NOT SWEET!

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
quite true...but she might be sleepy...
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
huh?erm........not really...
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

huh?cannot be wondering why he is wearing weird stuff?why he looks weird?why i'm with him??? LOL

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
this is true lo...
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
huh??she can be "wah~so handsome~~" l0l
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
no...she's sleepy
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
izzit?never try...=__=
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
err....maybe?
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
yakah?how bout ur mum?
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
hard to know whether u're spending ur life with the right person or not
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
haha...i tot it's omost the same?...but if really looks like ghost but he say u pretty...dun u think he's cheating?!
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
nothing to say liao of course hang up...still call for wad?
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
no need sleep kah?liver will rosak de ar!
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
ngaiti...my face so oily...make me paiseh nia la...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
LOL...sweating how to show off?make ppl laugh nia....=__=
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
after married...he'll regret to say this...
Who turns
to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
'That's her!!the one that make my half die'....l0l

If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!
If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you.
how if my true love dunno my phone number?!how if it's A GAL THAT CALL ME?!
OH HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
haha!this is so funny...how if i'm in the toilet?pangsai???wad's the something good mentioned?!get a good TOILET PAPER?!or...i can flash the shit very clean?
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important
time of your life. send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress.
I'd owes been CURSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE BIGGEST SHOCK OF MY LIFE IS TO RECEIVE SO MUCH CURSING MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!KANASAI!
ok...well...my religion taught me that a person curse a person...that person will get HUKUMAN.the HUKUMAN will be very BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO STOP CREATING THIS KIND OF STUPID AND BORING MESSAGE U BULLSHIT!
WAD'S SO FUN CREATING THIS KIND OF MESSAGE?!CIBAI

i'd get so much message that curse me
"die...no bf..."
i dun care if i really cant get a bf...
at least i din get a GF...=__=
JUST DONT CURSE MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WAN TO RECEIVE MUCH OF THIS MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WAN ANYONE RECEIVE ANY OF THIS MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok...NO MATTER HOW...
ALL THE CURSING STUFF WILL BE ELIMINATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DISAPPEAR!!!U THIS STUPID "CURSE"!!!
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...
amitabha...

Misaki [Gay]

2009-02-15T21:30:00.003+08:00

ps:those who dun like GAY...pls dun read this

playing rock,paper,scissors game with Misaki...

ahaha.....Misaki so cute!!!wahahahaaa...
really wan eat him...

ahahaha!

can try to play game with him....but at last....
Usagi-san is so kepo...
haha...of course la!
his bf ma~

haha!!!

http://rakuten-exe.sakura.ne.jp/yakyu/index.cgi

Nightmare

2009-02-06T13:16:00.003+08:00

kanasai...
i tot i can sleep earlier so i wont be so tired...

i'd suffer for a week that i sleep late wake up early..
then follow my parent go to work...
sit in the office..nothing to do...
slap the fly?no fly....
play with the dogs???ngaiti...they din bark me is ok liao lo...
so fierce...dun dare play with them...
play with cats???they play with dogs...=.=

then...
i planned to have a nice sleep yesterday...
mana tahu....

i dreamed....
first is Mr.Yap...
he's teaching me something..forget is wad liao...maybe is Physics??
then...dunno say wad...
if i'm not mistaken...we talked bout the environment?

forget liao...

then...suddenly the classroom bcom a bedroom...
my roommate come in and give a drink....
and i forget wad i talked liao...
then suddenly the roommate bcom my eldest sister...

walao....
Mr.Yap already disappear...
then my sister tell me a plan...
it's jus like me n my sis got a task to complete...
and the task need to find men...

one of the men is...
dunno my who....
relatives?not sure...not clearly stated...

then my sis say....
the plan is...
bcoz there's a species...dogs...that will just cincai EAT people...
and their speed are faster than a car....
(it seems like the world's technology terlalu maju till this kind of species is produced)

so...
we'll juz have to know the way can make the dogs away...
the cara is...
find a human as ur target...
then...watch ar that person....straightened ur 2nd finger...
and....err...macam "gou ying" that person...
macam "come~~~come~~~"
then the dog will change its target to that person...

this is the first step in my sis's plan...
the second step is to get rid of the dunno-my-who-man's wife...

her wife is a kind of people that
once she see female...
she'll kill them...

this kind of people...
got story de...
there was once a gal...
very jealous seeing her husband be with gals...
so when she saw gals...
she killed all of the......

then....
it bcom there's a group of woman...
once they see gal...they'll juz kill them without any reason...

to handle this kind of woman...
my sis say she'll let her drink a tea with drug inside...
that drug is to make her sleep...

then....the final step..
bring the dunno-my-who-man out....

k...then....
we start our journey...
my sis drive...

when we're on the road...
i see tiok the dog...the dangerous dog....
ngaiti...so "da pai" it's lying on the road...
when it see tiok me...
it chase the car my sis driving...
ngaiti.....so fast...

so nervous...kao!
lagi cham is in front of us...sesak lalu lintas...
kanasai....
then quickly find a target...

suddenly i see tiok a snake...wakao...
big snake...
so i find it as the target...

MANA TAU....
the snake bcom a gal...
maigu?!
it shud be SNAKE!!!!

when the gal see me keep doing that action to her...
she know it and cincai go into someone's car....
then immediately the dog chase after that car....

haiz....
then...dunno when...inside our car,there's a boy...
it's like he's in our gang to complete the task de...
then...we reached the woman's house...

very clear that she wanna kill me n my sis when she see us...

ALLAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so dahsyat.....

and i dun understand y she wanna bring us go around...
jz like we're going to visit her house...=.=
actually is not....

after finish visiting her house,she asked the boy go back...

very clear that SHE WANNA KILL US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

but luckily the boy say he dun wan go home...
phew...
so she din kill us yet...
then dunno when my sis get the tea to her...
and she drink it without thinking...
LOL!so easy?!
hmm.....maybe she got mental problem...
coz this group of women cant think properly....
since they'll juz kill female without any reason...

then....
she go to sleep liao...
SO EASY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i cant understand WHY?she got bed to sleep but she go out sleep?
and the outside is like the jungle...
tanah covered with leaves....
"=.=
then...dunno when...the dunno-my-who-man appear...
he asked the boy that follow us to off that woman...
HUH?!OFF?????????????????????
dun understand...

looks like i'm the only normal one in my dream...
i wonder how he OFF the woman...

dunno he use wad to move a hand near to the woman...
and the hand is going to off the woman...

the point is...Y HE WANNA USE A MONSTER HAND????
when i keep starring at that woman...to see how she's switched off...
suddenly a monster hand fly near to the woman....!
WAKAO......................................
shocked me.....

then i wake up liao...
it's only 6.30 am.....
kanasai.....
=_=

this nightmare......kanasai...make me cant sleep enuf....

Saturday nite

2009-01-20T17:05:00.005+08:00

actually nothing special la....
jz after watching the movie "Jia You Xi Shi" with classmates
i went to Sanseng to have "Da Tuan Bai"

here are some photos to share~~~
i'll try my best to upload all the photos as soon as possible...

y i'm posting this...bcoz i realised i never tells the story of my sanseng frens....

though i still cant find the joy with them...
they're parts of my memories...?life....???dunno which one more suitable.... :p

i hope to have fun with them...jz like i'm with my those crazy frens...

anyway...

here are they~

Bloody Hell...o0o

2009-01-15T12:07:00.001+08:00

my blood vessels....my heart...my brain....
WANNA BURST LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when this happen...my only wish is...
my blood spread onto the person that i behsong...

cibai.....................maiguliu.......bullshit........................
LANPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y got this kind of ppl?!

BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAICIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LANJIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=__=

=_____=

=________=

=______________=

that kind of person....
the best way to handle her is....
THROW HER INTO THE JUNGLE AND LET HER SURVIVE BY HER OWN!!!!!!!!!!!

LaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaSSSSSaaaaaaaaaaaaaPPP

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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yeah...that gal is my SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT CIBAI BULLSHIT SISTER!!!!!!!
very MAIGULIU-GO-EAT-SHIT de BONG SZE JOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that pig...
only know making SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH problem and
LET PEOPLE SOLVE FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not only that.....
THE PROBLEM SHE'D CAUSED WILL ONLY GIVE TROUBLE TO THE OTHERSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
lakia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like got one nite...
She opened the windows....
and because i'm the one who always HELP HER CLOSING THE WINDOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
and I'M THE ONE THAT DO NOT LIKE THIS KIND OF JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY THE WINDOW ISN'T ME OPEN DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THE "GATE" THERE MAKING THE CLOSING JOB VERY HARD and IT HURTS MY HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ALSO I GOTTA GET HURT MORE COZ SHE'D OPENED TWO!!!!!!!!!!
(i always open one only so when close it,i wont be so susah)

so that nite...
I DON'T WAN TO HELP HER DOING THAT STUPID CIBAI JOB ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

AND SHE DIN WAN TO CLOSE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAIGU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!
"I wanna finish my homework...cant u juz help?"

MAICIBAI..............
EVERYTIME I ASK FOR A LITTLE HELP...
I ALSO WANNA FINISH MY HOMEWORK MA!
and some class job!!!!!!!!!
u know how hard to be my class de monitor?!
that assistant din help...like my sis de assistant meh?he will help her....
but my assistant?din give me trouble i oledi can laugh lo!
and that bendahari....maihai...this dun wan that dun wan...
i still need help him doing his job...
lakia....
and i still need do my class de decoration...
and other that the decoration's members(include me,totally got three only..=.=)
nobody wanna help liao...
see!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so busy and wanna SHE help a bit BUT...
SHE'LL JUST ANSWER ME
"This kind of easy job,u juz do by ur own!"
or
"Do urself"
and so on....

MAIGULIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOW U ASKED ME TO HELP U?!
CIBAI LANPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I din care bout her..
so i juz keep doing my stuff...
then...
The ALARM was SET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ha....the alarm was set without the windows' closed...
how?
the nite b4 the same thing also happened....
but i was too kind to help her go tell my father...
asked him to unset first...
then...who kena marah?!
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cibai....

who opened the window?
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO

who should close the window?
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO since she's the one that opened...

who closed the window at last?
STUPID ME

who kena marah by father?
STUPID ME

CIBAI....
u know this is juz like CIBAI BONG SZE JOO IS A DOG AND CINCAI THROW IT'S SAI EVERYWHERE AND I'M THE ONE THAT KENA COMPLAIN AND MARAH?!

though i know...
no need bahagi the tanggungjawab so much since we're in the same room...
BUT I'M TIRED OF THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID IT SO MUCH TILL THAT JOB WILL TURN MY MOOD BAD EVERYTIME I DID IT!!!
I FEEL THAT WINDOW SUCK ALL MY ENERGY
AND I FEEL LIKE WANNA SUCK SOMEBODY'S BLOOD TO RECHARGE MY ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U KNOW THIS KIND OF REPEATING AND HELPING IS JUZ LIKE
I'M LIKE A STUPID GRANDMA
HELPING MY CIBAI GRANDDAUGHTER CLEANING HER BUTT
AFTER SHE'D FINISHED HER JOB?(pangsai)
AND WHEN I ASKED HER TO CLEAN BY HERSELF
SHE SAID "Y U JUZ CANT HELP?!".....
MAIGULIU....THAT'S UR OWN BUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k...continue...
that nite...the same thing happened....
and she STILL ASKED ME TO GO TELL FATHER AND CLOSE THE WINDOW!!!!!!!

YEAH...
I ADMIT.
I'M NOT A GOOD PERSON!
ONCE U ORDER ME OR ASK ME DO ANYTHING...
I'LL JUZ NEVER HELP U DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS ME!

AND YET...
I DUN WAN TO HELP HER "CLEAN HER BUTT" ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun k...
i went to sleep...
she dun k also...
went to sleep....

SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE PROBLEM THAT SHE'D MADE SHE DIN WAN TO SOLVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE WAIT ME TO SOLVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUZ DUN WAN TO HELP U ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!CIBAI!
CANT U UNDERSTAND?!
YEAH...
I'M WRONG....
U'RE STUPID!WONT THINK DE!
U'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!
I SHUDN'T ASK THAT KIND OF STUPID QUESTION!
BCOZ NO MATTER HOW....U'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that nite,i was very worried...
everyone knows...
nowadays those thieves...buglars...and so on
very very BRAVE!and CLEVER!
and i'd once experienced the thief stoled my mum's bag!

I sure know the feeling and the kesan...
that's y i was very worried...

y the windows wasn't closed....
coz the alarm is there...
if she go close the window...she'll kena marah coz the alarm will ring!
IF SHE DIN CLOSE...
the thief will have bigger chance to get in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY LARTOP WILL THE FIRST TARGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bcoz once u climb trough my window...u'll first see my laptop....

other than that...
how if the thief continue steal something?
or harm us?
or something worse?

SHE NEVER CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE NEVER THINK BOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT IS STILL HERSELF!

but then she went to close it...
BUT THAT'S JUZ AFTER SHE'D THINK FOR A VERY LONG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=.=

after she'd closed it...
what i'm worried is...
how if the thief know?
that u can close the window with the alarm set and it wont ring?
and NEXT TIME,
HE'LL JUZ DARE TO CLIMB IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually not that the alarm wont ring...
juz when that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO close the window...
something and something.....bla...bla...bla....
(of course i cant tell....or else someone will juz get it and climb into my house and steal....cibai...IF SOMEONE REALLY COME STEAL OR KIDNAP OR SOMETHING ELSE NOT GOOD...THAT PERSON SURE...........................................WILL GET THE BALAS!!!...)

sien...
other that this window case....
THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO KEEP SMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HER PHONE KEEP RINGING AND THIS IS JUZ VERY ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Know what is Pencemaran Bunyi?!
the kesan got make a person muntah...mood not good...and so on...

this is true...juz i got a bit forget bout the kesan liao...

kanasai...
other than Pencemaran Bunyi...
the 辐射 is very harmful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
know?!

i dun k if she play her phone away from me...
BUT EVERY NIGHT SHE'LL JUZ PLAY IN THE ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey...
u cant say y dun i juz go away?
THAT'S MY ROOM!AND I NEED TO SLEEP!
she say she wanna do her homework...
BUT MOST OF THE TIME SHE'S TYPING SMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BULLSHIT!
doing homework while sms....
U SURE CANT FINISH UR HOMEWORK VERY FAST!
SO DUN TELL ME U WANNA DO HOMEWORK CANT DO THIS DO THAT!
OFF UR PHONE SO U CAN GET MORE TIME DOING OTHER THINGS!!!!!!!!!

and if she wanna die with getting too much 辐射 coz 24 hourse playing phone...
I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT SHE PUT THE PHONE JUZ BSIDE THE BED!
THAT'S MEAN THE PHONE IS VERY NEAR TO ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW IF I GET CANCER?
OR MY BRAIN GET CANCER CELL GROW INSIDE?!
MAIGULIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE NEVER CARE !!!!!!!!!!
SHE NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I REALLY DIE UNDER THOSE CANCER CELLS CAUSED BY THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO....
SHE WONT UNDERSTAND TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i wonder my memory keep getting worse and worse...
izzit bcoz THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO ALWAYS PUT HER PHONE SO NEAR TO ME?!
i'd bcom more and more STUPID....
IZZIT BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO?!
AND I'D BCOM VERY EASY TO GET TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS ISN'T NORMAL.THAT'S MEAN MY HEALTH GOT PROBLEM LIAO...
IZZIT BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO?!
I got once read it in the newspapers bout this kind of situation(feel tired easily) but i'd forget what disease is it liao...

I ALWAYS FIND CHANCE TO THROW HER PHONE....
But the chance will be available at nite....
and that's my time to sleep...
i'd no much energy....
ESPECIALLY I'D CLOSED THE WINDOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

=_=

=__=

=____=

=______=

I'LL.....SURE....GET...THE......CHANCE.....TO....THROW.....HER.........PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if she still keep annoying me with her phone and wanna get me sick with her PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

And u know what?
stay in the same room with her make me having a messy life...
dirty life....
and cibai life....

HER SIDE IS VERY MESSY , FULL OF DUST , DIRTY....
THOSE CLOTHES CINCAI THROW....
PAPERS FLY EVERYWHERE.....
anything....
I MOST CANT TAHAN GOT PAPERS FLY TO MY SIDE....

dun ask y i wanna bahagi her side,my side till so clear....

I REALLY DUN LIKE OTHER PEOPLE CAMPUR WITH ME
I dun allow my family members sit or lay on my bed....
i dun even allow them touch it!

bcoz they never care for u!
they make ur bed dirty they dun think they're wrong....
if u scold them....
they'll probably say "go wash la"...
not they wash for u...is u urself wash it!

And that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIRTY
so I MUZ BAHAGI CLEARLY WHICH IS MY SIDE AND WHICH IS HER SIDE!!!!!!

if not...
my room...sure 100% messy and dirty!

I dun like ma fan too...
if i let CIBAI BONG SZE JOO put her things over my side....
HER THINGS.....ESPECIALLY HER CLOTHES AND PAPERS SURE WILL SPREAD OVER THE FLOOR AND ANNOYED ME....
THEN I SURE WONT HAVE GOOD MOOD AND WANNA SUCKS SOMEBODY'S BLOOD AGAIN.......................................................

and if we gaduh....
my mum sure say i'm not rational....
i cant cool down....
cant think properly............

Hey....U try live in the same room with that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO!
i'd tahan for how many months i baru EXPLODE a while....
this already call cool down...rational...think properly...can control my emotion....

if i'm not....
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO ALREADY DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i'm not in the same room with her....
my room sure very clean and tidy....
and life will be very simple and easy...

that cibai.........

she got a lot of laws that can only apply in her world....
she's living in her own world...
dun believe?
ask Bong Siew Chin...

got once we bought 2 pairs of trousers....
the small size de for that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
but she too fat cant wear...
so give me wear....
then...i take the small size de and Ah chin take the bigger size de...

me wear ar wear....
THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO get it and wear boh!

and till one day i cant tahan...
coz i dun have much trousers coz i dun like go shopping...
so din buy much...
AND THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO KEEP WEARING MY CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!

so we argue....
she said "this trousers got THREE PAIRS!!!!!!!!!!"bla...and...bla....
she said that trousers is HERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha.....crazy isn't it?
and i dunno how many times i'd repeat yelling
"ONLY TWO PAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

but u know what she's said?
"u're dreaming...u thought got only two pairs but actually got three pairs"

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......
RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was speechless....
then she's like...
"nah!!see!!!cant say anything liao leh?明明就有三条"

=____________________________=

i asked her go ask Ah Chin...
this THREE or TWO de thing argue for two days if i'm not mistaken...
JUZ BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...............

=__________________________=

*翻白眼...*

Ah Chin also say only got two pairs but she still say two of us were wrong...

i'm tired.....
that's y i suggested to throw her into the jungle to let her survive by her own...
if cant survive...
i dunno.......

none of my business.....

she'll only know how to cry...
complain....
wan u to babyfeed....
wan u to solve her problem....

that day...
she's gonna leave SANSENG TONG for ONE YEAR ONLY....
actually not one year that long...
juz for how many months only...

after the 聚会 ended...
She CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha....ridiculous....
not that she's like Ah Chin go for few years...

=________=

need cry meh?
let ppl kolian u?

haha.........................
then i should cry also lah?
i form 4 start din go liao o...
not bcoz i wanna sit for any exam...
is my sisters!!!!!!!!!
one PMR....one STPM....

and the next year i cant go also....
my turn...SPM....

two years i din go Sanseng...

i should cry like a baby lah?!

and know what?
y is it so not fair?!

they exam i cant go ...
but me exam...
they can go?!

and now juz JANUARY...
my mum i should help my sis...
do housework...
her part i also help her to do...
since she need to study....

erhem....
EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when it's juz JANUARTY WHILE I'M FORM 5,
did anyone tell my sisters that
I'M GONNA SIT FOR SPM SO LET HER HAVE HER TIME STUDY ...
DUN KACAU HER
HELP HER DO HER PART OF HOUSEWORK?!

what i heard is...
Still early...
go wash the dishes juz use 5 MINUTES ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey...
close a windows....juz need few seconds or 1 minute only...
u say me disturb her time to do her homework?!

haha.....
haha.....ha.ha....ha...h.a...h.a..h.a.h.a.h.a.h.a.h.........................................................................

besides...
ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS BLAME ME FOR NOT DOING MY HOUSEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID DO SOME,OK?!

I ALSO NEED TIME TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M STILL A VERY BUSY CLASS MONITOR....
I GOT LOTS OF TIRING TUITIONS....
I KNOW DRINKING TOO MUCH COFFEE ISN'T GOOD...
BUT I STILL DRINK SO I WONT FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M NOT A HARWOKING PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M A VERY LAZY PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED DOUBLE TIME TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COZ I CANT STUDY MORE THAN 1 HOUR!!!!!!
AFTER A WHILE I HAVE TO PLAY SOMETHING TO MAKE MY MOOD GOOD AND CAN CONTINUE MY STUDY!

but while i'm making my mood good...my family members would like to disturb me...
blame me din do housework....
blame me this blame me that....

IF i'm din scold...
i din angry...
i din everytime give u see my behsong face...

i sure wont have time to do my own things...

I JUZ WANA GET WHAT I SHOULD GET!!!!!!!

if not....
all what i get is rubbish...

and u still wanna blame me...

now i din cincai disturb THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
u come blame me.....

what i do is forever wrong!she never wrong!
i din mean i din did wrong...
i know what i'd did wrongly...i'll try my best to correct it...
but whatever i do...u guys will juz say i'm wrong...
juz bcoz this kind of teaching...CIBAI BONG SZE JOO bcom worse n worse....

i'd waste my time...
i din study finish (especially Sejarah) but i still go sit for the exam...
i regret also no use...
SPM is over...
now i only hope those young ppl wont follow my steps...

i teach CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
i told her what she should do....
i think for good planning...
that is i send her to SANSENG to study with her frens...and then she can go for 聚会...
i always give good advice to her...
she dun wan listen cincai her...

i din ask for reward...
but dun u give me punishment...

I'm enough for this...
i think i wont care so much for that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
whoever wanna learn and is hardwoking...
u come find me for help...
i sure help u if i have the ability...

i juz hope i can successfully change my kepo性格...
it'd been long time liao...
i wanna change that 性格 bcoz it brings lots of troublesome...
i din get any advantage too...
i only get disadvantages...
and i still dun mind........

this kind of stupid where to find?
haha...
no nid find...
it'll come by itself when u dun wan...

=__________=

bloody hell....oOo...

CUTE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-13T21:53:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahhahahahahah~~~~

back to the last day of 2008 camp....
Yu Bin told me "Sze Ting,finally i found ur cute side!"

Though i seems like nothing....
but in my heart....
my expressions are as follow :

very FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha........
me this kind of AH MA face.......................
still got ppl say me cute.......................

hahahahahahahahahaha.....

eh...
no ho....
AH MA also very cute de leh~

but i'm a SCARY AH MA~~~~~~~~~~~
i'm the kind that everybody see liao will scare,Yu Bin see liao the hair "there" will stand straight straight de bo~~~~~~~~~

hmmm....
when i was still a secondary student.........
my frens got say me cute...(very few la...of course)
but i think they're crazy and sot sot....abnormal....(JODI AND ELYSSA)
so wadever they say i'm not shocked....
coz....
they're....abnormal....
JUZ LIKE ME!

Frens,come on....
if we're not abnormal...
in the class poll...
we wont be the craziest group rite?
we're CLOVER....rite?
so no nid mind so much la....
juz admit that we're ABNORMAL....

k...continue....

CUTE......
for me...it's quite disgusting....
maybe is bcoz i see too much ppl act cute....
especially cute posing....
that's juz so.....YEW..................GROSS~~~~~~~

but....
i'll be atracted by those naturally cute stuff....

i remembered got once in SMK ARANG ROAD Leo Induction Night,
before the dinner ended...
me and ELYSSA saw a cute and pretty gal playing a balloon....

she's just like an innocent kid...
dun k what's going on in the world...
juz know there's a ballon in front of her....
and keep playing with the balloon...

at that time...
me and ELYSSA were like "wah.............so....cute....."

we din bincang to purposely watch at her...
we juz suddenly see tiok her and get attracted....

then when ELYSSA told me...
i juz realised both of us...
were juz watching the same gal...
think bout the same thing....

haha....

*erm....
we're....EXACTLY NOT LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KTA u diam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or else i SPAM ur blog again....=___________=

IF,
i'm a male...
i'm sure will....
fall in love with that kind of cute gal...
love her....sayang her...
kacau her....
....
...
...................
.........................
...............................
.................................
..........................
......................
.................
.............
.........

i'm juz a gal...stop dreaming...
=__________________=

Cute,Haiz...
speechless....
dunno wad kind of cute those ppl saw from me???
maybe they haven't see how rude and crazy i'm like when i used to be in 5 ATOM?
haha....
when they see it...
they 100% SURE wont say me cute....
i'm sure!
if dun blif,can ask those 2008 5 Atom's boys...
they all know....
gals also know...
hahahahahahahhaha....

i still feel
CRAZY,ABNORMAL,RUDE....
are the best adjective to describe me!
haha.....

现代的家长们。。。埃～

2009-01-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

今天回到四哩半小学。。。
带饭给妹妹。。。

回到我的母校。。。
看到一大堆家长。。。
我心里OS ： KAO，现在的父母真不懂怎么教小孩。。。

现在的家长。。。不知怎么讲。。
一有机会就到学校找孩子。
不只，时间还没到，就已经在学校等孩子了。。。

OMG。。。
是嫌学校不够多人，车不够多？
非要弄得几乎每天大塞车才爽么？

真是的。。。
孩子虽是你的骨肉，但出了你肚子就不太算是你的一部分啦。。。
不需要疼得那么恐怖吧？

像你的头发，当它离开你的头皮时，你会把它收起来，疼它，爱它，给它营养。让它继续长大？！你当然是管它去死吧？！

我知道，孩子是要被保护，被疼爱的。。。
但最重要的是让孩子能成为一个insan yang berguna!!!

又想到一个contoh,
如果你每天时不时就siak你的sabun,
siak 啊 siak.....
摸摸摸摸摸。。。
没一下子就不见咯！

That's mean,
孩子一直拿来疼，他就没办法长大。。。
反而，变弱。。。
以后他要怎么面对社会？及种种的困难？

疼是当然要，但要适量。

人终会离去。。。
当你离开的时候，孩子怎么办？
他因为你一直疼它疼到软趴趴。。。
你走后，谁能继续为他挡风雨？
难不成你要他和你一起走？

所以说，独立很重要。
孩子从一个小幼苗长成一棵壮树时，
你比谁都开心，好过你每天siak他。
是时候他疼你了。

上次我也是回学校等我妹放学，
aiyo...
那些伟大的母亲们～
连什么书，跟谁买，有什么功课，几时听写，等等。。。
都弄得一清二楚。
天呐！！！！
干脆那些妈妈们去读书吧！
孩子回家和爸爸看电视好了。

哼！
我以前小时候，妈妈几时来帮我买簿子呀？
自己去买呀！
还要自己去还电脑费，RM10。。。
买画报也是自己定，自己还钱给老师。

还记得以前哪有那么爽要玩棋就有棋玩？
二年级时，和一位转校生认识了，ELYSSA TAN NGERONG。。。
年尾时，大家都拿棋到学校玩
多开心。。。
偏偏我和ELYSSA 这两个双子座好玩怕无聊，却没棋玩。。。
看大家玩得几高兴。。。
我们又没份玩。。。
就决定自己画棋玩。
当终于画完啦，可以玩啦。。。
AIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
那个风扇在上方转呀转的，
我们做的纸棋飞呀飞的。。。
怎么玩？
就躲到桌子底下玩。。。
玩呀玩的。。。
不舒服。。。
因为桌子太矮，头一直敲到。。。
所以就放弃了。。。

现在咧？
“妈，我要XX棋”....bla...bla.....
一下子就有的玩咯！
哪像我和ELYSSA？

but as u compare...
谁比较有成长？
Of course is me and Elyssa!!!

Though two of us din successfully play the chess...
but that can let us think more...
train us to be able to think for ways to solve the problems...
meanwhile,can train our creativity too!!!!!!!!!!!
bcoz we can create our own chess.....haha

How bout the kids nowadays?
they'll juz angry...or cry...or watever...

as compare to us,
they're weak...
aren't they?
haha....

So,parents...
please let ur child grow...
they aren't pet....
no nid sayang them like gold....
or else they'll turn into PESTS!!!!!!!!
making ppl dislike them and they die very easily...

Haiz...
remind me bout the 2008 camp...those sekia....
really dunno how to teach...
wanna vomit blood.....

Back From Camp

2009-01-02T12:34:00.007+08:00

Yeah~~~~~~~
just back from camp....!!!!!!!
so tired....

well....
before the camp start...
i don't really want to join the camp...

i think it'll be very tired and boring...
and when i knew the date is from 28 December 2008 to 1 January 2009...
i'm angry...

i knew they wanna countdown...
it'll be very tired...
and yeah...
it's very tiring....=.=...

and when i knew the list of "Zhu Zhang"
i was like..."haiz...none of them is the calon to be my Zhu Zhang"
i'd no semangat to attend the camp...

but when the date was closer to the camp...
and when i knew who's my Zhu Zhang...

i start liking the camp...
though the day b4 the camp i was stress by my sisters...

bcoz they said one of my "Xue Yuan" --> Yong Xiang
is quite a problem...
still asked me wanna change him or not...
at first...
i was quite afraid to meet him...
i'm not a experienced Fu Dao Yuan...
my Fo Xue not good...

but then...
bcoz the name list can't be change liao...
so i have to accept him.......

after i first saw him....
a bit stressed by him....
coz we juzt wake up wanna go brush teeth and wash face...
Mong Cha Cha u know?
then suddenly got a guy say "Amitofo" to me...
i tot is who...can't see cleary coz still Mong Cha Cha and quite dark...(din on light)
haiz...
then after we're prepared and wanna eat breakfast...
i juz know that he's my "Xue Yuan"...

then i dunno y...
suddenly got mood...
i was "activated"...i'm not as cool as usual...

maybe bcoz after i analysed Yong Xiang's face...
feel ok....
so not stressed anymore...

and...
i knew he realised me...haha!!!!

and when we get into our own group...
i got a good feeling lo...
then...start liking the camp~

these were some of my group members:

*Ivy*Yong Xiang*Cheng Wei*Kai Shen*Tian Xiang*

the other 5 :
*Chui Zhi*Qing Qing*Wan Zhen*Leena*Jing Ping*

AND this was my Zhu Zhang!!!

without him...i can't lead my group well....
and also with Yong Xiang...
our group atmosphere wasn't very cold...

thanks guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and one thing...
i learnt a lot of things from them...

Besides...
这次的营歌很好听，也很有意思。。。是俊翰作曲的嘞！！！
不错不错。。。

缘。让我们相聚。。。

因缘让歌词在此刻成句
不同的词汇都能互相联系

因缘让我们在此刻相聚
不同的故事都会聚在一起

如果有悲伤就要一起挡
有了梦想就要一起分享

朋友
我们曾经流浪
风雨中失去了方向
我们寻找的可能不一样
却盼望因缘的芳香

朋友
我们一起成长
也会有分开的一天
缘是甜还是泪
我们都会想念
谁曾经在我们的身边

好想念Mukah的学员们
永祥！！！！！！！！！！
成威！！！！！！！！！！

好好加油！！！！SPM加油！！！！！！！！
年尾再见！！！！
不要让SPM把你们搞疯了！！！
$健健康康的回来参与我们！
好不好？
加油！！！

same as 添祥,晋平,清清 and 婉曾 ....
KAMBATEH!!!
u need pay more effort in form 4
since form 4 is the basic of form 5...

so...KAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..that's all...
i'm put more pics next time...
gonna take from SST first...

-end-

found this in my com...lol

2008-12-25T20:18:00.001+08:00

i miss my NARUTO!!!!
the anime so slow de....
haiz.....
more and more ppl die....
haiz...........
miss them....Sasuke~~
long time din see him....
haiz...haiz....

After SPM...=.=

2008-11-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

After SPM...everyone is happily enjoying their HOLIDAY...
and i'm busying...learn car...go Sanseng busy....exercise...

HAIZ...wad a sad holiday...

After SPM....
the first thing i'd done is learn car...........
so tired that day.....
under HOT SUNNY day...i had to keep turning the ...the...the....
the "stelling"?paiseh..dunno how to spell...

i'm "heavily" sweating...(haha..got like that de Eng meh?paiseh...)
then...when Jodi was learning parking...i'm there watching...
Suddenly....
raining....

then i gotta rush into the car....
kanasai....then it's my turn to learn B and C road....
kanasai...the weather turn back again...*sunny*
but better than before liao la...
it's not hot...and it's better i din drive in rain...later car lost control...and...
CHOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then...after learning car...
the secong thing i'd done...
is go Mey Sien house ...
crazily watching TVXQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!!!
wahahahahahahahahhahahaha....
i LOVE this activity...................

and we found that...U-Know punya breast....really....
BIG~!u guys can go the [All About TVXQ] de disc check....
the menu there....got U-Know lying there...
see his breast....
his breast.....
remind me of KTA punya breasst...
but his breast is better...
KTA punya de so disgusting.......
haha............................

at least....U-Know keep doing something to make his breast small...
and he got this kind og breast...is bcoz he's once join the "He Qi Dao"
he got muscles....then when he din go for training...
his muscle will turn into fat....
that's y....
not like KTA...his got that kind of breast is bcoz he himself eat too much....
haha............

*y i'm toking breast here?....."=.=*

though we're watching TVXQ the whole day....
and i'd watched most of the drama..
mean i'm re-watch...
but i'm not tired or feel bored.....
BCOZ
THEY ARE SO CUTE AND FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are the first Band that make me so crazy......
haiz....
GIRLS....

then.....
straight after the TVXQ activity...
me,jodi and sarina went to Sanseng....
it's yesterday de...
i invited my frens to go sanseng with me....
is bcoz i'm too lonely there....
coz....
their topic not very suit me......

and now...i feel so sorry to my frens....
coz...yesterday they play nothing...enjoy nothing...
they only do one thing....
BBQing the FanShu....
and it's meaningless.....
coz after we'd susah susah BBQ those FanShu....
it's not cook!
instead.....it's black...(shao diao)
then...Sifu say she get those Potato and FanShu to fried...

"=.=
it's still ok.....
during that time....
i'm DAMN HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's 8 something liao we still cant start eating...
i hate to let my stomach suffer.....
i keep eating those uncooked FanShu.....
but my stomach still not feeling well....
then...finally...
when they say we can start eating....
i quickly went to find food...
the first thing i saw was Drink....
then i dun care so much...jz grab the cup...and drank...
OMG!!!!it's SOUR!!!
my stomach cham liao......
When i get some food to eat....
my stomach bcom more n more painful....
and i was like..
PARADOKS....
everyone was happily enjoying their food...
but i'm crying.........

DAMN...
it was my first time having stomachache....
GOSH!it's HELL PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tot after i eat something...
it'll be better....
but it get worse....
ahhh.........................
then they get some medicine for me......
i really dunno wad can i do.....
i never experience stomachache....
i cried like shit....

then my fren dunno how oso....watching me cried like shit....
the first time i cried so much...
the tears keep rolling down.....
like raining...
wakao.....
and my team...haiz.....PAISEH ar....
they keep busying making me feel better....
Finally...my sis called my dad.....

then Jodi keep calling her mum...asking bout stomachache....
paiseh...paiseh.....
haiz.......................................

then i go home.....
dad give me drink PROTEIN.....
ya....protein...
Amway got sell....
it's powder...
for u to make drinks...
it's good for health la...
when u got stomach proble...u oso can drink it....
that's y...
then...after dringking it...............
i feel better
kanasai....
the pain make me dun feel like going to sanseng.........

sien................

dunno during the camp....
the history will repeat again ma.......

most of the time during camp.....
i'm hungry....
that's y
i hate to be hungry..............................
kanasai...........
MAKE ME HUNGRY I'LL ANGRY.....
i hope i wont hate sanseng...
haha....
wont la.............

so many food there....
haha...
jz the timing not good.....
hope they can have better timing....
from now on

it's really bad to have health problem..
now i cant laugh too much.....
my stomach will contract.....it might worsen my condition....
i cant angry oso....
angry will make ur stomach secrete the acid...
and u guys know?
stomach punya acid is HCl...it's strong acid....
that's y we so pain when got stomachache.........
bsides......
i have to prepare the protein as always.......
my dad said somachache will happen again...
not for once only...

AND!!!!!!!!!!!
i realise....
not only that u dun eat u wont get gastric pain....
like me...
owes eat.....
oso get gastric pain
coz........................
cincai eat at anytime....
will confuse ur stomach to secrete the HCl....
my Bio teacher got ever told me that...
but i din care so much...................
our body de Bio clock got very very good timing de!!!!!!
so ......when it's time...it'll secrete the HCl....
no matter got food or not......
then if not food....
the thing that kena acid is ur stomach lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u still dun eat......
ur stomach will get a hole..................

hahahahaha....gila.....
kanasai......
ELYSSA ....i finally know why ppl get stomachache
but i still dun understand....
why those got gastric pain de........still dun wan eat...
maybe they're HENTAI(japan)???
(Korea)BIOTAI.......(U-Know teach de...hahahaha...)

haiz...what a sad holiday....
KANASAI........
STOP ANNOYING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shooooo.......................................
or else......i take out my HCl and kill u....
hahahhahahahaha

anyway....
HAPPY HOLIDAY

~*JieFo*~

recently....randomly...copyright...dun simply copy!

I AM SO HAPPY

I'm back!!!!! and i think i'm gonna leave soon

see my dear blog before i enter the war...

ticket designs

article i'd read from Online Newspaper

copied and paste from news i've read today.(online)i feel she's true and everyone shud read it esp students,teachers and Education minister?haha...wadever...just to share.

Sunday April 11, 2010

Confessions of a Cikgu

Teacher Talk by NITHYA SIDHHU

Halloween

All Organisers or Leaders shud read!

Drawing~

First day,first time having full exam paper...

Choir~~~^^

card for my bio teacher~

pics bout the biocamp at 4 point

幸福

it's the time....

G-dragon Heartbreaker

Facebook quiz.... =)

SO EMBARASSING!!!!!!!

Raining

Rozak feeling

I'm emo....= =

addicted??...maybe juz boring...TAGGED

Tagged...by Evon

25/4/09 and 26/4/09

一封信息

complete version of Pongmo VS Pn Chong

PONGMO(incomplete version)

never cincai bring a boy into ur room...- -"

my new comic~

Fall in love with a cat?!this person is crazy...- -

MR.BAKZAI my new baby...- -

promotion

【十二星座不能说的爱】★很长，很准。。。‏

Leo de...

水瓶座 de very maigu!= =

i try to read others...this is 魔羯座de

【十二星座不能说的爱】★很长，很准。。。‏

Hanazakari no kimi tachi e~~~

saw this from someone's blog

"once in always"

get some stupid mail...I cant stand those cursing message!!!THEY'RE SO STUPID

Misaki [Gay]

Nightmare

Saturday nite

Bloody Hell...o0o

CUTE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

现代的家长们。。。埃～

Back From Camp

found this in my com...lol

After SPM...=.=

~JieFo~